Don't Far Away (Jungkook FF 21+)

Part 16

Jungkook's Pov
I was very worried, when I heard her shouted, especially after that I didn't hear her voice and it made my worries getting bigger, I was scared she's got hurt.

I kept calling her name, but still no answer, I can't wait anymore, my worries got worse, I opened the car door and intend to break down her door house and run to her room, but just before I get out of car door, finally she replied.
"I'm fine" she said with a weak voice.
"What's wrong? are you ok? are you hurt somewhere? answer quickly!!" because of my worries, I pelted her with many questions.
"How can I answer you if you bombard me with lots of questions" she shouted.
"It's all your fault, why are you screaming in pain and make me worried" I yelled at her.
"Do you really want to make me got a heart attack because of this huh? I'm worried" I keep yelled at her.
"Why do you keep yelling at me, I've told you that I'm okay, so stop yelling at me" she said, I know that she mad at me.
"Why are you like this? do you love me? that's why you're behaving like this?" she added.

I just stunned to hear her questions.
"If I love you, then why?" I can't believe those words come out of my mouth, and now i was anxious because of my stupid statement.

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Y/N Pov

"If I love you, then why?"

And now, it looks like that I'm the one who's getting a heart attack, I didn't expect that words come out of his mouth.

I was joking, I just want to tease him with my question earlier, I just wanted to make him to stop yelling at me, but now everything turned to me, he cornered me with his statement.

I don't know what to say, I just clutched my chest, felt my heartbeat that was beating like crazy.

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Jungkook's Pov
I did not hear any words from her, I sighed, I felt like a fool, I should not have to said that.
But this has happened, I can't retract my stupid words.
"Why are you silent, at least you have to say something" I said while massaged my forehead.
"Stop teasing me, this is not funny" she said with a bit laugh.
"Why do you think if I tease you? What if I'm serious this time?" I asked with my pounding heart.
"how if I really fall in love with you" I added.
"Enough Jungkook, you make me confused, and I hate to be like this" she replied between her heavy breath, I can hear her heavy breath clearly.
"I'm sorry, I don't mean to make you confuse" I said.
"I'm sorry for my stupid words, don't mind that, just sleep now" I added.

I regret it, for saying that.
Now I'm scared, I'm scared if I make her distracted, I'm scared she'll avoid me, I'm scared she'll disappear from me again, I'm scared she'll run away.
I don't know what to do if she's gone, I can't afford to lose her again.
"Good night Jungkook" she said with a cold tone
hearing her cold tone, made my heart hurt.
"Good night y/n" I replied and ended the call.

I threw my phone, leaned my head in the car seat, my chest was tightened, I tried to catch a breathe, normalize my heartbeat.
"So stupid, what did I say to her" I banged my head on the car seat.

I looked at her house once more, I wondered what she was thinking now after hearing those words.
I hope, if she's not mad at me, or hates me
I don't want that to happen.
"Oh god, don't let her to hate me" I mumble and headed to my house.