Don't Far Away (Jungkook FF 21+)

Part 39

Jungkook Pov
"Mr.Jeon, we have to remove the baby" the doctor said.
"yes doctor, just do the best, all the best for my wife and my baby" i said while wiping my tears.
Then the doctor do her job.

I have no hope anymore, I do not know what will happen next if I lose her and also the baby.
This is the most frightening moment of my life, I never felt so scared like this.
"Jungkook, are you okay?" Jimin asked as he patted my shoulder.
"I'm dying hyung, this is the end of me, I do not know what to do" i cried, buried my face in his chest.
"everything will be okay, she is a strong, she will surely survived" Jimin said while caressing my back.
All I can do now, just by praying.

An Hour Later

The sound of the crying baby startled me, i stood up from my seat.
And then the doctors came out of the operating room.
"Mr.Jeon came in" she said while smiling then I follow her.
"here, he's your baby, you have a handsome baby, he is also fine and healthy" she said while handing over the baby to my arms.

I see his small face, his tiny lips, he is so amazing, I just froze, my tears running down through my cheeks, i can't believe it, I became a father.

My eyes kept fixed on him, I hugged him tightly, I held his little hands, he was very handsome and cute.
"welcome to the world baby boy, i love you so much" i kissed his cheek.
"but doctor, how about her condition?" i asked.
"she's still critical, her heartbeat is getting weaker, we should find a donor for his heart soon, if it's too late, I'm not sure she can survive" the doctor said.
"i'm sorry Mr.Jeon, but i promise, I will do my best" she added.

My heart sliced ​​into a thousands of pieces.
I am very happy because I became a father, but besides, I feel devastated, I feel like i almost die, because maybe I will lose my wife forever.
This is the happiest and the most frightening moment for me.
"can i see her?" i asked.
"yes" she nodded.

I brought the baby in my hand, stepped closer to her, when I reach her, my tears flowing badly, her face was so pale, she looked so weak and it's really hurting me.
"babe, look, here's our baby, he gets your eyes" i said while crying.
"honey, I know you are strong, please survive, keep fighting, for me, for the baby and for our little family" i was sobbing.
Then I saw his tiny hand move, he was holding her index finger.
This is very magical, he can feel if his mother was struggling between her life and death.
They have an amazing bond, a bond between a child and a mother are pure and strong.
"look, he loves you, he can feel you" i said.
"so do i, i love you, both of you, so much"
"so please, survive" i said and gave her a kiss on her forehead.
"doctor, just take my heart for her" i said while wiping my tears.
"no Mr.Jeon, I can not do that, I can not save someone's life by sacrificing another's life, a doctor should not do that" she said.
"Then, how? should i stay still while my wife was struggling between life and death" i replied.
Suddenly my anger exploded.
"just wait, we will find a donor for your wife" she said.
"do not worry, I've promised you, to do my best, now just take care of your baby" she added.
Then I see my baby, and he gives me strength.

Then I got out of the operating room, while carrying the baby, and saw all my hyung was waiting for me in the waiting room.
"Jungkook, the ba..by " RM said as i reached them.
"yes hyung, this is my baby, baby boy" i replied.
"congratulation, you became a father now" Jin said while hug me.
"thank you hyung" I tried to smile.
"then how about y/n?" J.hope asked.
"she is still critical, this is very tragic right? I got the baby while I might lose my wife" I smiled bitterly.
"it's okay Jungkook, everything will be fine, she will be fine" Jimin said and gave me a warm hug.
"i hope so" i replied.

All my hyungs encouraged me, but there was one person who just kept quiet.
Taehyung, he just sat in silence.
he looks very depressed, and very frightened.
He must be scared like me, because he is the closest person to y/n after me.
"hyung, are you oka.." i greet him.
"i'm sorry, i have to go now" he said, he just left, even before I could finished my word.
"yah Tae, where are you going? " RM asked while he stepped away.
"just let him, he must be sad, you know, he is so close to y/n, he must be depressed like me" i said
then we just wait in the waiting room.

I never stopped to pray, hoping for a miracle, for the best for my wife.
"where's Suga hyung" i asked, I just realized if Suga hyung not here.
"he was taking care of the guy, who has shot your wife" Jimin answered.
"I will kill him, this must be my father's deeds" i said while clenched my fist.
Then suddenly the baby's crying.
"oh, i'm sorry, i've startled you" I wiggle my arms, trying to calm him down, finally he stopped crying.
His eyes was open, he stared into my eyes, his eyes are shiny and clear.
"hi baby, what's wrong? are you hungry?" i said in a low tone.
"yahh jungkoo, you are a great father" Jin said, while nudging my arm with his elbow.
Then i smile by his act.
"You are the most beautiful grace that has been given to me, thank you for coming to me, to my life" i said and kiss his forehead.
"we have to give a strength to your mother"