Don't Far Away (Jungkook FF 21+)

Part 25

Y/N Pov
Day by day, we are getting closer, getting to know each other even better.
We almost met every day, discussed about work, told each other about our personal life.

Every weekend he always took me out, went to the mall, bought some stuff, he always hold my hand, and yes, I just let him to do that.

Sometimes he comes to my house, watching movies together, he's always lying in my lap while watching it, whereas me, I always fall asleep when the movie only gets half played.
And when I woke up, I just found myself lying on the couch, lying in his arms, he hugged me from behind, and at that moment, I just felt that we were like a real lovers, love each other, complement each other, and don't want to lose each other, and I'm so happy for that.

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Jisoo Pov
It's been a week since I have not met him, he never even responds to my message even if I call him, he never picks it up, he always rejects it.

It makes me uneasy, I always think of him, and it was so hard to sleep, to have a good sleep, also I can't eat properly because of this.

I know that from the beginning, he did not love me, he never wanted this engagement, while I, I love him, I'm so happy when my father told me that Jungkook is my future husband, I never expected to get a husband as perfect as him.

I always try my best to attract his attention, make him fall in love with me, but in fact it's just useless, I can't make him fall in love with me.

What should I do, he still reject me while I always wanted him to be my husband.

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Jungkook Pov

I feel so happy through my days lately, I never thought I would be this happy, day by day I love her even more, want her ever more, she's always in my brain, stealing all my heart, all my time.

I lay in bed, a smile keeps expanding on my lips, I feel like i'm going crazy, I can never ever get rid of her in my head.

When my head is filled with the sweet memories we've been through lately, then suddenly my phone vibrates, I take my phone and I get a message from Jisoo, I sighed, my mood instantly deteriorate.

Jisoo :
- " Oppa, what is my fault? why you keep ignoring me, you don't want to see me, you don't reply to my message and also my call, please oppa, I'm begging you, let me see you, there are many things that I want to talk to you, please.. "

I took a deep breath, I realize, lately I always avoid her, she always come to my house, but I always reject her, I don't want to meet her.

But when I read her message now, I feel sorry for her, I know, this is also hard for her.

Jungkook :
- " Ok, just come " (sent)
I dicide to let her to come.

Not long after, she came, she ran into my room and hugged me.
"I miss you so much" she said while hugging me tightly.
"Then what do you want?" I asked with a cold tone.
"You" she replied then suddenly landed her lips into mine.

She kissed me gently, teased my lips with her tongue, but I didn't feel anything, I didn't enjoy her kiss.

She put her hand around my neck, kissed me even deeper, but I didn't kiss her back, this kiss means nothing for me.
"Just stop Jisoo!!" I pushed her away.
"Don't do this, this will not change everything" I said.
"I never love you, I just think you as a friend, that's it, nothing more!!" I shouted, I feel a little annoyed.
"But oppa, we are engaged, we will married soon, and you know that I love you, I'm very happy to find the fact that I'm going to have a husband as perfect as you" she said.
"Come on Jisoo, wake up!! how many times do I have to tell you, I never love you, our marriage will not work if we don't love each other" I raised my tone.
"Please, I beg you oppa, give me a chance, I'll show you, I can make you fall in love with me" she said with a bitter smile.
"No Jisoo, my feelings will not change, as well as my decision" I said while took a deep breath.
"I will not let our marriage happen" I said harsly.

She just silent, looking into my eyes.
"No, our marriage will come true" she said then she left.

I'm so angry with all this, I'm angry because I can not do anything to break this engagement, and now, all the things got worse.

Engagement problem have not been resolved and now another problem arises. " marriage "
hearing that word made my head dizzy.

I hope Jisoo will understand, this will not be good for us, I care about her as a friend, and I want her to find the man who loves her and treat her better than me.

For now, I'm just going to try hard, trying to convince my dad to break my engagement, because I do not want to marry with Jisoo, no and never will.

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Jisoo Pov
After that night, the night that he still refused me, the night that he said if he still wanted to break our engagement.
It was a very painful night for me, and I know in that moment, I've lost him, he never wanted me, I do not know how to do, I know about how much I begged him, I will never get his love.

I always cry, keep calling his name, wishing he could open his heart for me even a little, I keep hoping, even though I know it's just useless.

But I will not give up, and I know, the only way to get him is :

" I'll asking to my dad to speed up our marriage "