Don't Far Away (Jungkook FF 21+)

Part 7

" Just prepare yourself, I will help you "
( Taehyung )

I can't believe if he said that he would help me, I also didn't understand why I can tell everything to him easily.
Somehow, my heart seemed to trust him.
"Then rest, you must be tired" he said stroked my hair.
"Don't think too much, I will help you, I promise" he held my hand then i nodded.
"So see you, I have to go now" he said with a soft voice.
And I drove him to the door, he gave me a warm hug, his embrace made me feel calm.
He broke the hug, waving his hand and left.

After he left, I closed the door, and went straight to my room.
I jumped to the bed, buried my face on my pillow, I didn't do anything hard today, but it felt so tiring, my energy felt drained away.

Somehow, suddenly I thought of Jungkook,
I think of many things, what would it be if I met him later, though I know all about him, but that's just like theory, I don't know what he's really like in real life.
"I feel like I'm going crazy" I covered my whole body with a blanket.
"Just sleep y/n.. sleep" I talk to myself.
Then not long after I've been in a dream land.

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Taehyung Pov
When I was on my way home, my cell phone rang, I looked at the phone screen, I got a call from RM.
"Yes hyung" I said.
"Yah Tae, where are you?" he shouted.
"Lowered your voice!! my ears hurt!!" I replied.
"Don't talk too much, just come here, or you'll die tomorrow" he hung up the call.
"This jerk, how can he ended the call like this, arrgghh I can't handle him" I mumbled.
I turned the direction, headed to RM place.
I have not seen my friend for a long time, because lately I always reject their invitation, I was too busy for y/n.

Not long after, I arrived at RM place.
I saw Jungkook's car parked in the yard.
I sighed, I don't know how to deal with him.
I feel guilty for him, because I stole his first love, but at the same time, I also feel angry, because his father has destroyed the life of the girl I love.

I took a deep breath, trying to clear my mind
And I got out of the car, walked into RM house.
When I'm inside, I saw all my friends are there, except Jungkook.
"Yah Tae" Jin shouted.
I smirked, and walked toward them.
"Where have you been?" Jimin said and hug me.
"I'm sorry, I'm a bit busy lately" I replied and take a seat, join them.
"What kind of busy? busy with a girl? am I right?" Suga smirked, he teasing me.
"Shut up hyung" I punched his chest.
Then all of them burst into laugh.
"Where's Jungkook? I saw his car but why he's not here" I asked.
"He's in the backyard" Hobi said.
"Why he didn't join with us?" I frowned.
"I don't know, he is very quiet, and looks very depressed" RM said.
I sighed, the guiltiness all over me, I am worried of him, although I was very angry to his father, but I don't have to be angry with Jungkook, because this is not his fault.
"I'll see him" I stood up, start walking towards the backyard.
"Tae, if he doesn't want to be disturbed, just come back here, leave him alone, maybe he needs time for himself " RM said then i nodded.

I walked towards the backyard, I saw Jungkook sitting on the floor, with a bottle of alcohol in his hand.
RM right, he looks so depressed, I have never seen him like this, he looks very miserable.

I walked closer to him, sat beside him
"Are you going to drink it alone?" I took the bottle of his hand and drank it.
"Oh hyung, you come?" he said with a husky voice.
"Of course i come, I miss you so much" I hugged him, behaving like a girl, I teased him, hoping he would feel better.
"Yah hyung!! stop it" he replied, finally he smile
I don't know the problem that makes him like this, but at least, he still can smile.
"Let's go in, and have fun" I patted his shoulder, he smile at me then we go back inside, join the others.

Jungkook sits between Jimin and Jin, while I sit in another chair with Suga, Hobi and RM.

We do the craziness as we always do, we looks like dumb and dumber when we're together, I feel relieved, finally Jungkook laugh off, enjoy our togetherness.

When I see Jungkook like this, makes me drowning in my own thinking.
"I'm sorry Jungkook, I don't want to hurt you, but I've promised, I will help y/n to avenge all your father's deed, I know it will hurt you too, but what your father has done to her is very bad, and he must pay it all"