Don't Far Away (Jungkook FF 21+)

Part 26

Jisoo Pov
I already talked to my dad, and I asked him to speed up our marriage and my dad was very happy to hear that, he immediately agreed and will discuss this with Jungkook family soon.

While my family was happy about my marriage, but not for me, I just feel screwed up, I'm confused, I'm anxious, I'm scared, scared if Jungkook does not approve it.

I know he can't fight his father, but if I see Jungkook now, somehow I feel if now he's able to oppose his father, he seems to be doing anything for that girl, I know he loves her, and because of that love which strengthens him, makes Jungkook could be braver to fight his father, and I don't want that to happen, I don't want that nightmare to come true.

I feel anxious, the fear continues to haunt me, and finally every night I always go to the club, get drunk, hoping with a hangover can calm my mind a little, and get rid all of my fears.

I sat in front of the bartender, with a glass of vodka in my hand, the loud music, the bustling atmosphere, made me feel a little better,
when I was about to drink, the glass was empty, then I asked for another glass.
"one more please" i said, holding out the empty glass to the bartender.
"just enough, this is the 7th glass you've drunk out, do you want to torture your body?" someone took the glass from my hand.
"yahh, who are you, how dare you set me up huh?" I raised my head to look at that person.

My vision were blurred, I blinked, with my heavy eyes, then I rubbed my eyes, my vision gradually became clear, and now I see a man sitting next to me, his brown eyes fixed on mine.

"give it to me" i shouted with drunken tone.
"no more glass, follow me" he said.
He grabbed my hand, and pulled me, he took me out of the club and headed to his car.
"yahh, you jerk, where will you take me? let me out" I shouted, while holding my dizzy head
he didn't listen to me, he just keep driving.

Then shortly thereafter, he pulled over, he opened the car door, pulled me out of his car and headed to a park.
"wait here, I will buy a drink to reduce your drunken" he said.
He put me sitting on a bench, then he left, I felt as if consciously or not, i feel so dizzy, I just lowered my head, and massaged it.

Not long after, he's back, he sitting next to me while he give water then I drink it
"ough my head" I massage my head.
"dumb, why are you forcing yourself to get drunk like this" he said, he massaged the back of my neck gently.
"because there is something I want to forget" i replied with a weak voice.
"stupid, do you think if you get drunk then you can forget that? if you like this, you just torture yourself" he shouted.
"yahh, You do not know anything, so stop acting as if you care about me, we do not even know each other, you stranger" i yelled.
"You are a girl, and as a girl, it is not good to get drunk like this" he replied.
"what's your problem, that making yourself drunk like this?" he asked with a soft tone.

Then I silent, I remembered all my problems, and at once I felt my heart been slice, and the pain spread all over my heart.
My eyes began to blur piled up of tears, then dripped, i'm crying.
"yahh, why are you crying?" he said while caressing my back.

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2 month later

Jungkook Pov
It has been 2 months I didn't meet with Jisoo, he did not come to my house, or even send a message to me, I feel a little relief for that,
maybe she has given up on this engagement, so I don't have to marry her.

This is the weekend, and today as usual, I will meet the girl I love, I promise to come to her house.

I went downstairs for lunch, and my father was waiting at the dinning room, then I joined him.
"dad" i greet him, and take a seat next to him.
"hmm, you're so neat, are you gonna go out?" he asked and give a warm smile.
Then i just nodded.
but before you go, do you have a time? there's something I want to talk about" he added.
"ok" i replied.
"good, then eat now" he said.
Then we started eating.

After finished, we headed to the living room, sat on the couch.
"what do you want to say dad?" i said.
"ok, listen, your wedding will be held next week, invitations are already circulated, so be prepared son" he said with a bright smile
"what???" i shouted.
My heart felt stabbed, I felt my chest tightness, it's so difficulty breathing, my head spinning, i felt so dizzyz
"congratulation son, you will get a wife soon" he said.
"that's all I want to say, if you're want to go out, then go, just be careful" he added, patted my shoulder then left.
"Oh god, what should i do? get married?? next week??" i talk to my self.

I lowered my head, I feel lost sense, my soul seemed to be taken away.
I felt my life was ruined, all my hopes perished, my world is dark now as well as i am.