Don't Far Away (Jungkook FF 21+)

Part 14

" Do you love him " ( Jungkook )

He said, while his eyes fixed on me, his hands were on the edges of the couch, I was locked between his hands.
His black eyes glinted, his gaze was very dark and deep on mine.
"Answer me, do you love him?" he asked for the second time, his voice sounded like there was a bit of anger.
"lo..love.. w..w..who?" I replied stammered.
I can't think clearly, there is a bit of fear inside me, but at the same time I was fascinated by him, seeing him in this such close distance, and he's so goodlooking.
"The guy who just called you" he responded coldly.
"Tae?" I said then he nodded.
"He's a nice guy, he's got the look, and...."
"That's not the answer of my question" he cut me off, and his fingers started to play my hairs.
"The only thing I ask was, do you love him?" he tucked my hair at the back of my ears.
When his finger touched my ears, I got shiver all over my body.
"No, I don't love him" I said between my heavy breath, I close my eyes, just with the little touch he gives me, my body is already weak.

I opened my eyes, looked into his eyes, his gaze changed, his gaze softened as I saw a smile on his lips.

He kept playing my hair, his eyes moved around looking at my whole face.
And now, his eyes stopped moving, fixed on one part of my face, he looked at my lips.
My heart beats getting worse.
"Oh god, what he's going to do now? I said to myself.

I don't know what he's going to do now, does he gonna kiss me? in real? I don't know what to do, I'm afraid if he just wanted to tease me again just like he did before, I don't want to be embarrassed again, so I'm just stay still, biting my lower lip and closed my eyes tightly.

My heart was beating like crazy when I felt his nose touch mine.
Then suddenly the phone rang, I felt him move away from me, I opened my eyes, and saw him took his phone out of his pocket and pick up the call.

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The conversation between Jungkook and Suga

Jungkook :
"Hmm..hyung"

Suga :
"I'm sorry, I know you're happy with y/n now, I don't want to ruins your moment, but now you have to go home, Jisoo's here"

Jungkook :
"Ok, I'll be there soon, thanks hyung"

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He ended the call, he sighed, looked down while massaging his forehead, he looks very depressed.
"What's wrong?" I asked cautiously.
He took a deep breath, lifted his head slowly to facing me again.
"I have to go" he said in a sad tone while looked at me blankly.
"There's someone I have to meet" he added then he looked down again.
"Jisoo?" I didn't realize, that name suddenly came out of my mouth.
He looked at me immediately.
"Do you know her?" he asked, looked at me with a wide open eyes.
"Of course I know, I also know you are engaged to her, your engagement was announced in the newspaper, everyone knows that" I smirked.
"But one thing you have to know, that's not what I want" he replied and leaned back.
"This is a forced engagement, I don't even love her" he added.
"Why? she's pretty, I'm sure she's a good girl, and she looks so in love with you" I frowned, I don't understand why he said if he doesn't love her, with all the perfection on her.
"I think all the guys would be happy to get a future wife like her, she has everything, not only the look, but also perfect in terms of material" I added, while playing with my nails.
"You know, she looks happy when you put the ring on her finger, she always smiles and sticks to your arm" I said with a low tone.
"But I didn't feel anything for her, I wasn't even interested to her, even though she was beautiful and rich" he said with a little smile on his lips.
"For me, marriage is sacred, I want to marry once for a lifetime, marry with the girl I love, and with the girl who also loves me back, then my life will be perfect" he said between a smile and his soft voice, his words sounded sweet.

He straightened up, turned his body to facing me while stared intently at me.
"My heart has been stolen by a girl, I fell in love with her at the first sight, and my feelings have not changed until now" his eyes shining as he told me, I can feel how much he love that girl, I can see it on his eyes.
"But she disappeared, I was looking for her for about 3 years" he added.
"And how now? did you find her?" suddenly I got interested by his story, I wanted to know more.
"Yes, I found her, she was around me, I could see her, even touch her, she was very close to me, but also very far at the same time" he explain, he looks very happy, but also sad at the same time.
"I don't know if I can reach her, take her to my arms" he smile while looked down.
Then he lifted his face, facing me again, looked at me even deeper.
"I hope she can realize my existence, she can feel how much I love her" he added.
His words penetrated into my soul, for some reason I felt that the girl was me.
"Lucky girl" I smile at him, about his words, I don't want be easily to take a feeling deeply.
"No, I am the lucky one, because god has brought me to her, the only girl who can make me happy even though I can only see her from a distance" his eyes as if talking, expressing all his feelings, I was stunned to hear all this, he was very sweet.

Once again, he was so dazzling, with everything he says, everything on him, his smile, his eyes, his touch is able to make me forget with my main purpose, to take revenge on his father.
"I'm so happy to talk with you, I don't know why I'm telling you this" he smile.
I like his smile, it was so bright, his bunny teeth are very cute.
"It was too late, you have to rest" he lifted his hand and i saw his Rolex.
"I have to go now, or would you like me to stay here?" he said teasing me.
"Here you go again!!! " I shouted.
"Kidding, ok ok, I'm leaving" he burst into laugh.

He stood up, walking out to the door as I followed him from behind.
"Thank you y/n, I hope we can meet often" He said when we were on the porch of the house, then I nodded.
"Don't forget to lock the door, good night and sleep well" he smile at me, then he walked to his car, I saw his broad shoulders from behind as he moved away from my sight.
And suddenly I realized, his coat still stuck on mine
"Jungkook wait!!!" I shouted.
He stopped walking and turned on me.
I ran towards him as he almost reach his car.
"What?" he frowned, he looks so worried.

I took off the coat, stood on tiptoes and put it on his body.
He looked at me while I put it on, our eyes met, I saw a smile on his lips, then again my heart was craze.

My hand holds the coat's collar, then move down to his chest, I can feel his heartbeat through my hand.
His hands moving, holding my hand.
"Get in, you must be cold with that dress" he said, stroked my hand with his thumbs.
I felt my cheeks burn by his soft gaze, by his touch, I'm blushing.
"Good night" I said timidly.
I ran, went into the house, closed the door and locked it, I leaned against the door, cupping my cheeks that feel so hot.

I heard the sound of his car pulling away, I sigh, Finally I can calming my heartbeat.

I ran to my room, washed my face, changed my dress with pajamas, I jumped onto the bed, Pulling the blanket over me.

I closed my eyes, instantly I remember all the moments with him earlier.
I shook my head, trying to get rid the moment with him in my head, my heart started to craze as I remembered him.
If I had been with him for some minute longer, I think I could fall in love with him.