~Jennie~
I walked in slowly without causing any noise. Taehyung will kill me if he finds out i just came home. I ran to my room, and shoved the plastic bags full of clothes and snacks in my closet. Then i took out a black sweater and shorts and changed my clothes. After that i organized the clothes that i bought and hid the snacks under my bed. I went down stairs then to the kitchen to drink water. "Bear?" I jumped out of surprise and covered my face. "I'm sorry" He started laughing. I turned to look at him, "You scared me" I said quietly, he came and hugged tightly. I hugged him back. "Why is my bear still not sleeping? You just came right?" I rolled my eyes and pushed him away lightly. "You're acting weird, did you do anything? Did you break my laptop?" I eyed him, "No. I just missed you. I didn't see you at all today. Are your friends more important than me?" He said pouting. "I tried waking you up to tell you that am leaving, but you wouldn't move. So i just left." I replied drinking the water i just poured.
He stared at me and i gave him a questioning look. "What? Go sleep." I ordered. "We're playing inside my room. Do you want to join?" This late. Wow. "By we, you mean?" I mean he didn't clarify "Who do you think?" I was confused for a second. "Wait, i thought you said you've got no friends" I said with an evil smirk. "I was half asleep, quit saying that already" I chuckled "Jiseok and Jin are there. Come on lets go." He pulled me to his room. "I want to sleep, i'm tired. And i bet you wont let me sleep if you wake up earlier than me." I whined.
When we entered the room hand in hand, the boys weren't paying attention. They were too into the game. I pulled my hand away and walking behind taehyungie. Jin was on the floor and Jiseok was lying on the bed shirtless. "Jenbear wasn't asleep so i asked her to come sit with us." Taehyung said pointing at me. They both looked at me. Jin smiled and i smiled back. "Did you just come back, young lady?" He asked. I stood looking at him and shrugged. "Come here, Jennie" He ordered. I walked over to him, and sat next to him. "Massage my shoulders, please" I sat on my knee and slapped his back. "It's bad for your body, you should move a bit" I scolded but regretted it in a few seconds. "Says the one who stays all day in her room doing nothing but watching movies and dramas." He replied, and i ignored. I mean i don't have anything to do until college starts, i either watch dramas or hang out with my friends.
I massaged his shoulders, as i watched them playing. Then i turned to Taehyung and he was on his phone. Wow, he asked me to go in with him and he isn't with them. I really don't know what he's doing or what he's up too these days. "Taetae, are you ok?" I asked leaving Jin and walked sat next to Taehyung, looking over at what he's doing on his phone. "Yeah, i'm ok. I was just discussing something with Jungkook and Jimin. We're planning to go on a trip together." I stared at him and smiled, "I hope you enjoy" He pulled me closer to him, "I missed you so much, let's go out in the morning. We should spend more time together" I nodded, "Sure, let's do that. I don't have anything to do anyways." I leaned and kissed his cheek. "I know that you love me so much, and you won't be able to live without me. Just admit it." He said mockingly. "Sure, whatever you say." I said smiling. He might be older than me, but he's still a kid. I have to take care of him always, and i don't mind that. As long as he isn't sad. I only want him to be happy. I ruffled his hair, and stood up. "I love you too. No, actually more." He said holding my hand. I stared at him, he doesn't look good. What is wrong with him? I squeezed his hand and gave him a small smile.
When i left Taehyung, i sat on the bed watching them play. "Why don't you go sleep, you look tired" I heard Jin say. "No i'll just wait for the game to end." I turned looking at Jiseok and we had eye contact, but he broke it shortly concentrating on the game. It was cold, and he was shirtless so i pulled the blankets over him."You'll get cold, why aren't you wearing a shirt?" I asked watching the game again. I was blushing, i mean who wouldn't. He was shirtless, and his body was very well toned. I heard him sigh,"I like it this way" He said quietly. I ignored him, trying to get rid of his body image from my head.
After awhile, i was getting more tired so i lied on the bed next to Jiseok while they all played. I wasn't bothered to go sleep in my room, it felt so far away at that moment. I looked at Jiseok. He's so beautiful, i want to touch him. His skin glows, his black hair falls just above his eyes, his lips turning red from biting on it every second he gets nervous of losing. I felt cold, and i just wanted to cuddle with him at that moment. I moved closer, and he got surprised. He stared at me confused, "I'm cold" I whispered. I didn't care if anyone see's me acting like that. I was tired and i knew that i was acting careless, but i really don't care. I became really weak because of him. He moved even closer and our faces were so close, my heart started beating fast, he probably heard it. We stared at each other, then he suddenly dropped the controller. "YES, FINALLY. I KNEW THAT I'D WIN YOU ONE DAY" Jin shouted. But Jiseok didn't respond, he got off the bed and pulled the covers over me and left to the bathroom. My gaze followed him, until he disappeared.
I rested my head on my right arm, while my other hand was on the bed. Just on the space Jiseok was lying on. It was warm, i suddenly felt like crying. I can't believe i want his touch this much. It feels like i'm starving for it. Thankfully, Taehyung and Jin started playing. And i just fell asleep, with tears in my eyes.
~5 hours later- morning~
I woke up and it was already bright. I turned on my left side looking for my phone, but instead it was someones solid back. I guess Taehyung would be sleeping in my room everyday. I moved closer, closing my eyes and wrapped my hands around his wait and my face against his back. After awhile i realised this person doesn't smell like Taehyung at all. I backed away opening my eyes and looking over at this person. It was Jiseok. He was still asleep. I looked around, it was Taehyung's room. But how come we're alone, sleeping on the same bed. I stared at his revealed back for a moment trying to process the fact that i slept all night next o my crush. Then an idea came across my mind, i mean he's still asleep. So i don't think he'll realize. I placed a light kiss on his shoulders and he shock. I got scared so I pulled away quickly, and i pretended to be asleep. He suddenly held my hand. I tried so hard to keep my eyes tightly shut, but then i felt his body against me. I opened my eyes. They widened at the sight of a handsome looking Jiseok, with his hair messed up and strands in every direction.
When our eyes locked together, i forgot about everything outside this room. I forgot about how much i longed for his touch, his hand in mine already feels good, obviously not forgetting the sparks in my stomach right now. I just want to stay like this, with him sleeping next to me. I don't care if this is a dream, all i care about is his beautiful eyes staring at me. My heart was racing faster than ever. This feeling is making me crazy. I suddenly love it, i want him to know how i feel about him. I want him to know how much i need him.
_________________________
Hello guys,
So here's another long chapter. I hope you enjoyed reading it. Excuse me if there's any grammar errors.
Anyways, Winner just released 2 songs. Check them out! They're amazing. And Checkout "Secret" by PARKXGYMIN, It's a Jimin Ff. It'sa wonderful and funny story. Make sure you check it.
Thanks for 100+ reads. Love you xoxo
YOU ARE READING
Red. Jennie Kim
FanfictionThere's one thing I've learned, it's that people are capable of doing horrible, unimaginable things to each other.