lost & hurt

The feelings

      The girl still hoped though, hoped that he would someday love her again with the love she wanted now and had never seen then. She wanted back the way he looked at her, like she was the beautifulest girl he'd ever seen. The girl wanted to hold his hand again, one last time and for the boy to be so close to her again like they once were. The girl wanted to talk all night to him while the boy makes pancakes at 3am in the morning and she's sitting on her bathroom floor secretly talking to the boy all night long. The girl wants the boy to come slam her locker again and walk her to every class and run down the hall way with her On their way to lunch. The girl wants the boy to be there again when everything's falling apart.  The girl wants the boy to make her laugh again like no else does. The girl wants to ask the boy a thousand times again what his favorite color is because she loves just talking to him. The girl wants the boy more than anything again because she now realizes that everything she had is now all gone and she wants to be her happy smily self again and with the boy, she has everything she's ever wanted.  Even if the girl got to have him again and he would break heart, she would love it because she's falling in love with him. So the journey begins to walk through hell and tell the boy her feelings for the love in heart she still has beating through her veins for the boy.