Dream Breaker

Chapter 21

Okay guys well the song that I will encourage to listen while reading is:

~Build you up by Kim Taylor

 Enjoy J!

I wake up with the sun high and a warm body next to mine. I turn around thinking the whole situation with Harry was a dream and my dream failed. I face a very sleepy Josh. The memories comes rushing by making want to cry again but I push away not wanting to scare sleepy Josh. I lift up my hand and softly trace his features. I wouldn’t know what I will do without him. He is my only hope in this cruel world. I feel him stir and I stop. He opens his eyes and gives me a warm smile.

“Good morning Delilah. How did you sleep?” he asks. I sigh. What should I say? Oh Josh I feel more dead than alive or the smile one when I say I’m fine?

“I’m good this morning, you?” I said a lie. Lies lies and more lies. I wonder how many do I have to say today?  

“Okay?... and I slept really good. Let’s do something today to keep up your mind off with the whole situation. How about it?” he asks. I feel like eating ice cream and watch movies again but it won’t get better if I keep doing this. I look up to Josh’s blue eyes and I see sadness.

I will smile. I promise just for him. I won’t cut either.

“Sure.” I say with a small smile. His arms wrap around me and I feel comfort.

“It will get better I promise. You’ll smile with blush in your cheeks.” He says smoothly.

“Don’t promise. That’s what he did to me and look at me right now.” I feel a sob rising up to my throat. He hugs me tighter.

“I won’t dare to hurt you Diddy” I gasp because he hasn’t called me that since we were 11 years old. I look up at him and he has a smile. I will smile….. I return the smile trying to make it believable and I did make it because he’s now grinning. We get up and eat breakfast.

We are in the car driving to I don’t know where.

“So where are we going?” I ask curiously. He smiles.

“You’ll see.”

“Awww Josh you know how much I hate surprises.” I say annoyed. He smirks. That his sign that he won’t tell. We drive for 40 minutes and to tell you the truth my butt got numb half way. When we get there I’m memorized and in awed.

“You brought me to a carnival!!!” I squeal of joy. He laughs.

He knows how much I love carnivals and more the cotton candy. I smile and I feel carefree again. I get off the car and I feel the warm breeze. I close my eyes and smell the sweet odors. I remember the laughs between my parents and Josh and when I open my eyes it fades away with the breeze. I’ll make it I promise. Just one smile the whole world will light up.

Josh and I ride all the rides and for the longest I feel like my laughs are real. We sit down on the cafeteria quad and I feel stares. I turn around and I see some girls staring at me. Great! I roll my eyes and grab my burger.

“Low life bitches.” Josh murmurs. I giggle knowing that that’s not him.

“It’s okay Josh. I’m smiling.” I say. He looks up from his food and gives me a smile. We eat silently knowing that we are both starving. When we finish we lay back feeling so stuffed up.

“I’ll go to the bathroom. Are you okay being here alone for a while.” I roll my eyes.

“Yes I’m okay Josh. Now go!” I say giggling. I lie down on the bench and put my arms around my eyes. After a short while I feel like someone is staring and when I look up I see Harry. I jump a little and I feel my happiness slowly fading away. I could feel anger boiling up but I know I don’t want to cause a big scene so I sit up and stare at him.

“What do you want?” I ask. I swear I want to curse but I want to sound like a fucking proper women. Psshhh I’m really not.

“I’m sorry Delilah. I mean..” before he can say something else I got up and started to walk away. I’m tired for the fucking excuses and the sorrys. His warm hand grabs my wrist and makes me turn around.

“What Harry? Are you going to say sorry? That’s all? Please you make me sick you know you’re the reason the whole school thinks I’m a slut? Oh wait you didn’t you…” before I can say something else he interrupts me.

“Look it wasn’t a fucking bet! It was all a lie. The part with Jacky well I was going to break up with her the morning you found out but you found out and look where we are right now. Please Delilah believe me when I say this. I like you a lot. You’re sarcastic and well sweet. However the biggest thing of all is that you’re strong. You were strong enough to come here and laugh like if there wasn’t anything bad in your life. You are just you.” He says with pure sincerity. However I wouldn’t fall for it again.

“I’m sorry Harry. You should have thought of that when I ask for some explaining but you didn’t. So now I’m walking out of here hating you as when I walked in. Goodbye Harry.” And with that I turn around and spot Josh heading my way. I feel like crying but I pull my head up high and put on a smile that will fool people. I will smile.

“Is everything okay Delilah?” Josh asks. I grin.

“Of course.” We walk together to the car laughing but there’s something inside of me that wants to run back to Harry. I’m forcing that demon back. I’m shutting the doors really tight for it could stop hitting the doors. I will win.

We get to my house and I wait for Josh to get out but he stays.

“I’m sorry Delilah but I have to go home. I love you though.” He says. I hug him and say goodbye.

 I check for my aunt’s car when I got off the car but it was nowhere to be found. I go inside and head upstairs. I go to my room and clean up. I haven’t cleaned up for a while so it takes at least an hour. When I’m walking out my bedroom door to throw away the trash I hear voices. I turn around and I hear it coming out from my mom’s bedroom. I’m shaking so hard when walking towards it. I open the door and see it’s no one. However all the furniture’s were moved around. I walk in and see there’s new drawings hanged. I go by each one and stop when I see two doves with a butterfly. I gasp remembering Harry’s tattoo. I touch it and I go to a really deep vision.

I end up in an empty dark room.

“Hello?” I ask. I feel a cold feeling rising up my arms and my back.

“Hello dear.” I hear a woman say. I turn around and I see my grandmother.

“Grandma?”

“You made a bad choice on choosing to leave. You interfered fate and it will be paid. So be careful because it will make from its very best. Goodbye dear.” And with that my vision ends.

I wake up in the room but on the bed. I feel weirder out and confused on what happened. Before I could think it more I hear the front door being knocked. I go downstairs to open it and see the person who I hate the most.

Harry.

:o Don’t kill me!!! Lol well yea I will probably update on Friday I’ll see. Well goodnight people! Bed time for me J xoxoxo Dana