Heartland's youngest family member

Letter to Mom

A/N Here is the letter Liv wrote to her mom while she was under the tree

Dear Mom,

I miss you sssssssoooooooo much and I love you infinitely. I can not believe everything that has happened it feels like nightmare I can not wake up from. I try waking up and pinching myself but I realize how realistic this has become.  It is so hard to believe how soon you left. We all know that eventually we all pass away but who would of known it'd be this soon. I guess this has been eye opener that to never take anything for granted and to live everyday as if it were your last. I'm so glad you lived that life. Everyday doing what you love and putting your life after others. You are so heroic and brave there's no better role model. I have to admit I've always wanted to be like you and I still want to today. I will never ever forget how you passed. People pass away from heart attacks, old age and cancer etc. but not many people die for others and that is absolutely extraordinary. I will never be able to understand why you decided to save Spartan at a risky time but only your heart knows because your heart is so kind. I would write so much more mom but, it's so hard to write without crying I mean I already have so many tears on this letter already. The thing is everything is so different now that you left. Lou is back and more controlling than ever (or maybe I just forgotten how controlling OCD she can be), Amy is not herself anymore she has little to no words now let alone bonding with horses. I miss my mom who would comfort me and give me advice on how to cope with situations like this. It's more quiet here without you. We are all missing your up beat spirit that I hope will live on forever in this house. Thank you for being the amazing mom you are and always supporting no matter what I do. Thanks for being my number one supporter in life, show jumping and other interests. You always knew how to put a smile on my face. You were not only a horse whisperer but almost like a mom whisperer you always knew what was wrong with us and how to cheer us up. I miss you mom wish you were here to cheer us up but you are legend who will live on forever!

Love your (favorite) daughter,

                                                                  Olivia Noel Fleming

                                                                        "Liv"