Heartland's youngest family member

Upset at the world

As I was walking to Symphony's stall to check on her and spend time with her since she's the only one who can listen and understand me I saw Amy approaching Spartan
"Hey boy,"she greeted him I came out of Symphony's stall to catch up to her we haven't spoken at all since before the accident. I just want to know how my closest big sister was doing.
"Amy, I was wondering how are you feeling?"I asked she just ignored
"What is it with you?! It's like everyone has changed since she left,"I said angrily
"Tell me about it mom would of calmed your anger by now,"Amy said getting on my nerves
"If  you haven't noticed Amy she's gone,"I said upset
"You don't think I've noticed!"Amy exclaimed
At that moment all my anger was released and feelings.
"She would not be dead if it wasn't for you!"I shouted at Amy. Whoops I kind of really did not mean that it just got all to me at that moment.
Spartan started being antsy again
"Quiet your making Spartan stressed!"Amy exclaimed
"You as well!"I said more quietly to Spartan upset then I took off to my room. I've noticed Ive become more moody and emotional than ever. It's like I'm upset at the world maybe because I'am my mom is not here to comfort me and I'm really upset about that!
I heard a knock on the door.
"Leave me alone,"I shouted into my bed. Either way someone walked in.
"I heard you arguing with Amy. I get your upset Liv we all are,"Lou said I felt some weight sinking at the end of my bed.
"Easy for you to say,"I said
"Liv Im upset as well that mom and Amy took after that horse but, you know them they won't hold back from doing what they love it'd make them more upset,"Lou explained
"I rather have them upset than dead or injured. Why couldn't they go during the day I would of been there to prevent all of this,"I said
"Wait, you were in on this too?"Lou asked
"Yeah Amy and I found out about Spartan and convinced mom to save him. I wanted to go but mom said it was risky and past my bedtime,"I said
"You could of died Liv!"Lou said in shock
"Maybe but I wish I was there because I could of prevented any accident happening especially during the day,"I said
"Liv whether you'd be there or not there was nothing you could do to prevent this,"Lou said
"I could of stopped them. Maybe Amy and I could of forgotten Spartan and moved on,"I replied proving that there were ways to prevent it
"Trust me Liv you would of done it too if you were older there's no stopping mom and Amy's passion,"Lou explained
"I just wish I could of done something,"I said
"Like I said before there's nothing you could of done some things are just meant to be,"Lou said
"Then why did she have to pass so soon?"I asked
"I don't know Liv I don't know,"Lou said hugging. I just cried myself to sleep in bed. Gee it's been weeks and I still feel unproductive just crying but how could I not?
She going to miss me growing up. Supporting me when I go to middle, high school and college. She's not going to be there in stand watching me in the olympics(if I make it) , she won't see me get married and have my own family. She won't have the chance to be grandmother a big chunk of life has been torn apart from me.
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At the house
I heard the phone ring and grandpa picked it up.
"Hello...Liv?Well,"I heard grandpa talking but I signaled to him no that I'm not here.
"I'm afraid she's out riding..yes I'll let her know that you called ok bye,"Grandpa day then he hung up
"Your friends have been calling you this whole week,"Grandpa mentions to me
"I know,"I replied
"Well aren't you going to call them back it's rude not too,"Grandpa said
"I don't want to talk to anyone right now or anytime this week,"I replied
"Well that's not very good I say you need to get out there. Amy went riding with one of her friends today. Wish she would of invited you but I heard there's been a recent argument, I say you two need to fix it,"Grandpa said
"Well I'm not Amy Grandpa and that is up to her,"I replied to grandpa upset
"It's up to you you too Olivia,"Grandpa said
I'm definitely irritated.
"This is getting ridiculous and out of hand you are going back to school tomorrow. You will apologize to your friends for ignoring them and you will need to stop arguing with your sister,"Grandpa said
"It's too soon Grandpa I need time,"I said upset and frustrated
"You've has plenty I know this is not easy but you need to move on and stop moping each day on your bed. You've got a school to attend to, horses to be taken care of and a social life to attend to,"Grandpa said .
I just put my face in my hands frustrated o don't want to move on I just want my mom back.
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Dinner time

"So what's with this place? Heartland,"Ty the new boy mom hired  asked
"Well it's been in my family for 6th generations. We used to run cattle. White face mostly,"Grandpa explained
"Yeah it's when this place actually made a profit,"Lou commented
"My mom believed there were more important things than money,"Amy commented
I sensed a silent argument was coming between Amy and Lou and I definitely want to stay out of it!
"Our mother set this place up as a rescued center for horses after our dad left us when we were little kids,"Lou explained
"Pass the mashed potatoes please,"Grandpa askdd
So Ty passed it to him
"My mother was like a horse whisperer
"More like a horse ring?"Ty asked
"She was famous. She would just look at horse and knew what was wrong and what to do,"Amy said
"So what's going to happen now?"Tu asked
"Well we'll just carry on like we did before,"Grandpa replied
"Not according to Lou. Lou has lots of plans,"Amy said
'Oh no!'i thought
"I just want this place to run more like a business,"Lou replied
"Its not a business that's not the way mom did things,"Amy replied upset
"Tell me about it ,"Lou said
"What is that suppose to mean?"I asked
Grandpa just glared at me like watch it and don't get into this.
"It means that mom didn't even saw the problems,"Lou replied
"Problems? The only problem here is that mom is not here and if she were you wouldn't be here discussing the problems,"Amy said raising her voice then she took off.
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A/N: Hey guys it me Daniela and I'm finally on winter break. I just finished my college finals 3 days ago and I feel amazing. I can update on here and make YouTube videos more often too!
Stay tune I will be updating more often within this month and January. I hope everyone likes this chapter. I'm so sorry I know it's very depressing and heartbreaking 💔. Who's watched season 11🙋‍♀️. I watched it on YouTube actually lol since it's not here in the United States yet I'm sad they're on break but more season 11 episodes next year yay!!! Hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season. Are you out for winter break yet?