Chasing Cameron

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Barcelona, Spain

I was with Cam at his meet and greet for MAGCON and he looked like he mentally couldn't do this. I don't know if I'm the only one who can see it but he just looks so out of it.

Bart and I were at the meet and greet, both keeping an eye on him. Fans would wave to me every once in a while and I would smile and wave back.

Everyone kept asking him if he was okay which is so sweet but at the same time that one question can just bring everything back. But I think that it's so sweet that they are worried and care for him.

A lot of the girls were asking Cam to pick them up for a pose and I think it's draining Cam, both physically and mentally.

"He looks exhausted." Bart said loud enough so only I could hear. "I know." I said sadly. Bart gave me a sincere smile. "We'll figure out a way to help him." He said and I nodded my head and smiled back.

In between the meet and greet and the show I checked social media and saw that someone recorded Cameron and I the night he had his panic attack and we had our small argument and I guess people think that we're breaking up now. The video was spreading and people kept tweeting me and commenting on it.

"Oh my gosh Maddie are you and Cam breaking up?!" Blake came up to me with his phone on Snapchat and I laughed. He acted surprised and shocked at the situation. "Yes, Caddison is officially over." I said and dragged my finger down my face making the tear gesture.

The actual show finally started and today I was wearing my Taylor Caniff tie dye tank top. I picked the right day to wear it because it's kind of stuffy in this venue.

"No one sports my merch better than Maddie." Taylor said and he was snapping me and I smiled and waved to the camera.

It was Taylor's turn to go on stage and he was jumping around and hyping up the crowd. He was jumping and dancing around as usual, him being Taylor and I loved watching him.

He ended his performance and came off stage completely out of breath and I gave him a water bottle and he took it but kept walking. He was panting really hard. "Taylor?" I followed after him and he took his shirt off and he kept panting.

"Tay?" He stopped walking and laid down on the floor. I bent down next to him and touched his forehead and he was burning up. I touched his neck and it was the same temperature. "Maddie will you grab Taylor some more water please?" Darrick asked from behind me and I nodded my head. I started to panic a little because this has never happened.

I went and grabbed more water bottles and poured some water on him. Taylor had his shoes off and was laying on he ground still. I opened another water bottle and poured it on him. "Thanks Maddie." Taylor breathed. "Of course." I said. Taylor was still breathing heavy and eventually someone came to help him and I got out of the way. I went back to watch the rest of the show and everyone was still pumped.

The show ended and it ran pretty well other than what was going on. I missed part of it so I could help with Taylor but I'm glad I was there for him.

Madrid, Spain

This was our last show for the European tour and I just want it to end on good terms.

As the show was going on it was definitely refreshing to see Cam happy and jumping around on stage. All of them actually, it was great to see them all like that.

The show was amazing and it couldn't have been better. It was a great way to end our European tour and I was kind of excited to head back to Cali. Unfortunately for me, I won't be going back to Milan with Cameron but I really hope he enjoys it. That's all I ask.

Los Angeles, California

I grabbed my suitcases and started to head out of the airport and for the first time in a long time paparazzi decided to take pictures and videos of me and of course give me an interview.

"Maddison are you and Cameron Dallas splitting up?" They asked and I laughed. "No, who told you that?" I asked but I knew exactly where they got it from. I kept walking hoping they would leave me alone but they never do.

"Can you explain the video of you and Cameron going around on social media?" They asked. "You mean our two second argument? That's literally all it was." I responded. "Well what were you guys arguing about to make it seem like you guys are splitsville?" Well wouldn't they like to know. "That's really none of your business. And couples argue every once in a while. That doesn't mean we're splitting up." I said calmly.

"So you and Cameron are still together?" They asked. "Last time I checked." I chuckled hoping it would end the conversation but they just kept going. "So where is Cameron right now?" They asked. "Cam is in Milan for the Dolce and Gabanna fashion show." I responded.

"And can you explain Blake Gray's Snapchat where you say that you and Cameron are breaking up?" He asked and I laughed a little. "I was being sarcastic. Cameron and I aren't breaking up." I said. "Thank you for your time Maddison." They said and I nodded my head in response.

I continued walking through the airport and some fans met me along the way.

"Hi Maddie! Can we take a picture with you really quick?" There were three girls and I really wasn't in a rush to get home. "Absolutely!" I smiled and took individuals with all of them. "And you and Cam aren't breaking up right? I kind of found that ridiculous when I saw people saying that." One of the girls said and I laughed. "Yeah me too. And no we aren't breaking up. Caddison is still together."

I noticed other fans came towards me and were recording. I'm sure this conversation would be going around on social media soon.

"Wait do you know the account 'shippingcaddison'?" A girl asked and I nodded my head. One of my favorite accounts that I follow. (I made it up lol). "She thinks the video is being blown way out of proportion." She said. "It absolutely is. We literally just had a two second argument. Couples are going to argue here and there but that doesn't mean we're breaking up. And trust me if we were we'd let everybody know. But hopefully that never happens." I said and they laughed a little.

We all continued chatting a little more and then I eventually left. I loved talking to fans because we all could literally chat about anything. And it makes me happy to chat with them and I know it makes them happy.