I'll Look After You (1D FanFic)

Chapter 4

Okay, so this chapter isn't the best but anyways, I hope you like it.

Emily xx

Chapter 4 - How can I tell him?

Katie’s POV

I slouched in my chair as we waited for out orders to arrive. We had been lucky and hadn’t seen too many fans which was good  but sometimes I’d rather that they all came at once and then I could just disappear and head back Zara’s. Yes I haven’t been in London for even a day yet but I don’t want to have to answer any more questions or listen to Lou lecturing me about alcohol like he never touched a drop in his life. Don’t get me wrong, I love Louis and the boys but he is so bloody protective over the stupidest of things and it annoys me. I’m 16, I don’t need him to be disappointed in me anymore. I’m not a little kid.

I played with my hands in my lap as the boys began deep conversation, I wasn’t really interested but I know that there a million things that I would rather be doing right now than sat in Nandos with my brother.

“You okay Katie?” Louis asked me, furrowing his eyebrows slightly.

“Yeah, just thinking.” I replied, plastering a fake smile on my lips.

“What ya thinking about?” He asked softly. 

“Just…stuff.” I responded, pulling my iPhone out of my jeans pocket as it vibrated for the sixth time.

From: Zara <3

It’s boring without you!!! Luke is having a massive party tonight but it will suck without you xxx <3

From: Marina <3

 Zara told me what happened last night, I’m sorry sweetie. He is a bastard. Missing you lots xxxx <3

From: Luke x

Gonna miss out on all the fun tonight girlie. Sorry about the bastard, xx L

From: Oceania <3

I need to go to London to see you again!! Hopefully I can get the girls to come up and see you this weekend, missing you so much xxx <3

From: Connor

You deserve to die. Jump in front of a train in London babe

Ouch, that last message hurt. A lot. No one deserves to die or to be told that they should jump in front of a train. I kept on staring at the screen, reading the text over and over again, what if he’s right though? I mean, my own mother doesn’t know what to do with me so maybe it would be for the best.

“Katie? Are you sure everything is okay?” Zayn asked, closely studying my worried face.

“Whaaa? Yeah…I just need to go.” I whispered softly before pushing my chair back and running out of the restaurant and down the road somewhere. To be honest, I have absolutely no idea where I am going but I don’t care.

“Katie!” I heard multiple voices yell behind me but I didn’t stop. I needed to get away, even more now. Louis was bound to ask why I ran and don’t know that I want to tell him just yet. I hate admitting it to myself so how the hell am I meant to tell my own brother, the guy that I would take the bullet for that I have been abused by his ‘friend’ ever since he left?

So do you all still hate Connor?? Even more I bet!!

Vote, Fan Comment if you like.

Emily xx