The Broken Condoms

Condoms

Vic's point of veiw

It had been three days since what happened between Kellin and I. We didn't really speak of it, we just occasionally kissed while we swam, didn't do too much about it though. Nothing was new really, we worked more on the song, dedicating more parts, giving Emily one of her own. I also spent a good 20 minutes teaching her about stage presence, how to capture the audience and be entertaining.

She had improved a bit on that but nothing super great. I was confident that she'd get there though. I'd got to listen to Kellins beautiful voice some more too, before we swam yesterday he was having me judge him on his choir music. Hearing him sing something other than contemporary was impressive. Of course, I'm pretty sure my judging wasn't of much help because o don't know anything about choir, I just knew he sounded nice.

Currently, the five of us, in complete sweaty glory after playing an intense game of dodgeball (in which I found out that I, Jared, and Kellin are extremely competitive at) , where heading to the lunch room. We hadn't won, unfortunately, but we came very close. Honestly all I care about right now is lunch. I want some fucking food.

I was walking a bit behind everyone. At the front, Kellin and Jared hyped up each other dodgeball skills, behind them, Lynn walked alone playing with her hands. She had mostly returned back to normal but she seemed to respect me more for some reason. Honestly, I don't care, I'm just glad she's not shitting all over me any more. Behind Lynn walked Emily and I, quietly chatting about stage presence. Nothing interesting really.

Once we got to the cool, air conditioned lunch room, I practically fell to my knees in thanks. We all went to separate lines and got food, ate and talked about the dodgeball game and the song mostly, at one point I pulled out my phone to make a voice memo of our whole conversation so we wouldn't forget what we were planning.

Really nothing interesting happened after that. We went and practiced the song, did some new shit, practices all together and once again had Emily work on her stage presence. She was seeming kind of annoyed about it so I made a mental note to let her be tommorow. After that, Kellin and I zoomed off into the Forrest, following the familiar path to the clearing below the cliff.

[time jump, about 20 mins after they start swimming, splashing, and dickin around dude]

I splashed Kellin immediately as he rose from the water after taking a dive from the cliff. He shut his eyes and winced, letting out a cute little squeal.

"Vic stop, oh my gosh. I have an idea! Like, something I wanna try out." He said, I stopped splashing him and he looked at me from between where he had covered his face from my splashing. Slowly, he lowered his hands, that picture perfect smile playing on his lips. Slowly he came closer and grabbed my hands, pulling my chest against his. I smiled mischievously down at him, knowing he was up to no good,

"Let's kiss underwater. I've never done it, I wanna try it." He said and I cocked my head, raising an eyebrow. He smiled wider, nodding slightly.

"Okay, pretty boy. On the count of three. One, two, three-" and we went down. I opened my eyes in the murky water, vaguely seeing Kellin in front of me. I reached foreword, grabbing his shoulders and pulling him towards me, placing my lips on his forcefully.

[okay so out of all the shit I've done in my ears on this earth, I've never kissed someone under water. So,,,,, I'm making this up as I go, bear with me]

It didn't feel bad, it just felt somewhat wierd. It felt like there was barrier between us that we were doing a mediocre job at breaking. Really, it just felt exactly what you would think kissing underwater would feel like.

After we rose, Kellin flashed a breathtaking smile my way, water droplets cascading down his face from the tips of his soaked hair. I smiled back, but I was smiling because he was so astoundingly attractive in every aspect of his being. I have no clue why he's smiling but I can bet it wasn't for the same reason.

I grabbed him by the waist and pulled him to me once again, placing my lips on his gracefully, devouring his beauty the best I could without being an actual cannibal.

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I sat next to Kellin that night, every one else asleep. He had set up his phone as a dim flashlight in order to not wake the others as we played intense uno. We giggled quietly and shushed one another which only made us laugh louder. I can say with honesty as I sat there with Kellin, I felt more whole than I had in a long time, as he pushed me down  and climbed on top of me just to push his finger against my lips as he himself giggled as well.

I felt happy, euphorious, like I belonged. He felt like someone I'd known my whole life and I found myself being able to me me, no intensity or abundant serious-ness. Just the Vic my family knew; fun, happy, joking, witty- the comfortable me.

And I hope Kellins feeling similar, or else this is super fucking awkward.

Kellins point of veiw

And I leaned forward form my positioned on Vic, us both giggling, I pressed my lips to his while still wearing a smirk, and I can say that I am truly beginning to fall for Vic.

The only place I've ever felt more at home is in front of a piece of music, but right now I feel ready to curl into him and tell him my deepest secrets.

And I desperately hope his feelings resemble mine.

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YOOOOO WAYYYYY SHORTER THAN MY NORMAL CHPATERS

TO EXPLAIN- i was at yet another all state choir camp and hecks yeah it was fun if any one cares but yeah I'd didn't have time to write, as explained in the (now deleted) authors note before this. But yeah, I trying to get back into the swing of writing daily, but do take into account its the betwitching month of the summer meaning, I have plans with one person or another almost every day ranging from fun stuff to school shopping, cleaning and chores, or family gatherings, so please be patient, my updates maybe slower but I am making effort!!!! Hope you guys are well!!!! 😘😘😘😘