From Darkness to Light

Chapter 1: Prologue

   That's it, I'm done with people online! They're all either psychopaths or horny bastards and I have enough problems on my own without having to deal with them. In case you couldn't tell, I've had my fair share of online friends/boyfriends and all have ended in disaster.

   You see I started talking to people online around May 2014 when my friends and I were bored and decided to go on Omegle. The first friend I ever made was an american boy named Devin, he was very fucked up and little did I know he was making me just as bad. After about a month or two of talking we became an item and I couldn't be happier. We would text all day, and face time every night, it was amazing, but it went downhill, fast. You see Devin was a depressed, suicidal, maniac and he terrified me, but I still loved him. He would see things that weren't there, worship the devil, attempt to kill himself and others too often times and he made me so terrified, depressed and paranoid, but I was too naive to see how bad this was for me, it was so bad that I actually started to see and feel things that weren't there.

   This continued for some months before he broke it off because he saw what he was doing to me and deep down he cared for me. This shattered my heart cause he was my first boyfriend and my first love and the only thing that kept me hopeful was that we were still going to remain friends. Well that lasted for a solid month, in that time I had gotten myself a new guy, Kyle, who threatened to kill himself if I didn't go out with him and I, of course, said I'd date him.

   Kyle was a southern boy and he definitely didn't have any of that southern charm, he was an asshole, to put it simply. He was constantly horny and to him I was basically a walking sex toy/therapist as he would only be interested in talking about his problems and sex. This made me extremely uncomfortable and the worst part is, he would constantly send me unwanted pictures of his tiny dick, yet for some reason I stayed with him for about a month and genuinely cared about him. The care I had for Kyle is what caused the fallout between Devin and I.

   Knowing that Devin did witchcraft, I blamed him for Kyle seeing 'demons', I didn't tell him because I didn't want to hurt out friendship until Kyle's "demons" got really bad. Lets just say confronting Devin didn't go so well. He ended up insulting me, destroying whatever shred of self-worth I had, sending me a picture of the slut he was seeing and saying how she is amazing and I am trash. I don't remember many details of what he said except for two words, toxic bitch. To make matters worse I dumped Kyle the next day and in a couple days my grandfather died.

   I had hit rock bottom, crying every night, cutting myself, barely talking to anyone, that is until I found the app Meow Chat, where you meet people from all over and have profiles so you can hopefully avoid douche bags, which I didn't. On this app I found my next boyfriend, JC and he was two years older which was no big deal. He was super sweet, caring and I have no complaints about him, other than he randomly vanished one day with no explanation or warning and to this day, I have no idea what happened. Then I met Evan and the exact same thing happened to him, once again with no explanation and that is why I've given up on talking to people online.

A/N: Hey so I hope you enjoyed this chapter, it's a little rough and I'm sorry about that, just got back into writing. I will try to update this fairly regularly but I apologize in advanced for when I don't. Thanks for reading, bye!