Im just writing because i have nothing better to do and plus i want to just let it out these are my thoughts and feelings you don't have to like this book lmaoo i'm just writing to let it allll out. Also everything is disorganized i know typical right but i'm just going on with whatever i'm thinking.
I was socializing more than i have ever been in the past and that's how i was i was quiet in the past still kinda am but a quiet that was really unbearable it was just isolating. Has anyone ever experienced that before? is anyone out there like that? if so the world may bless your soul. Did you catch that? i didn't Say the word "God" ( this is were this chapter went to basically to shit lmaoooooo enjoy) as most people who have been through the shit of the world i no longer really have faith and i call myself child of god catholic christian same shit and some of you will hate on me because so say it is not but whatever this isn't you writing now so whatever but back to what i was saying i'm not a believer i say i am because that's what i was assigned to be as a child in a catholic religious home.
Anxiety is a bitch sometimes i'm like most people now a days diagnosed with anxiety disorder, social anxiety, depression and so on but i'm not? i don't know how to explain it but i don't show it like if you met me you wouldn't think i have all these so called "problems" because fact is we are just regular ass people.
My writing is shit i probably gave you most triggerments from the use of my grammar and punctuation.
LMFAOOOOO IM DEADD ASABBBB THE TITLE SAYS "the ups" AND ALL THIS SHIT ISNT IT JUST RANDOM ASS SHIT ACTUALLY DEADASABBB BUT IMA KEEP IT LIKE THAT LMFAOOO
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RandomTHESE ARE JUST MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS I THINK A LOT SOMETIMES SO SOMETIMES I MAY SAY A LOT OF SHIT IN ONE DAY
