From the beginning Namjoon had expected to be pushed away and completely shut down by Jin, but it seemed that tonight was just going to be filled with surprises. Those very surprises all started when Jin so willingly let Namjoon cuddle him, and continued with each little bit more Jin relaxed against him. But what started the string of events that really took Namjoon by surprise was the feeling of Jin's hand trail up his body instead of being shoved away. Jin's hand traveled up from his stomach before it finally came to rest in the crook of his neck, ans thats when Namjoon got his first taste of how soft and warm Jin's skin is this particular night. His hand felt comfortable resting between his neck and where his shoulder began and it all seemed to just go up hill from there.
When Jin shifted his position, Namjoon couldn't help but smile into the kiss the tiniest bit knowing that Jin was okay with all of this so far. With Jin now straddling his lap, Namjoon let his hands fall to the man's hips and watched as Jin looked up to meet his gaze. As Jin began to speak, Namjoon became keenly aware of how the heat came off of Jin's body and seemed to soak into his own. He couldn't help but notice the man'a hands on his chest and how they sat gingerly against the fabric of his shirt. He couldn't help but to stare at Jin's mouth as he spoke, the pink tint, looking more inviting than anything, on that plump pout of his. Jin looked so utterly appealing, and no matter how much Namjoon wanted to reinitiate the kiss, what Jin was saying mattered more.
After hearing Jin's confession of how he felt, there was no way Namjoon could just break his spirit and be a dick. Sure he felt sorry for Jin, after all no one deserves to be broken up with or treated like he was, but that is definitely not the reason he kissed him. He wasn't sure if it was better to tell Jin why he kissed him or just hint at it, because one could end up making him look like a major asshole and he didn't want that at all. So once again, Namjoon decided to just say what felt right in the moment and hope it goes okay.
"I could never just leave after kissing you like that.." Namjoon said softly, not missing the change in Jin's gaze towards him. Instead of it being cocky or testing, it was completely open and honest. Something Namjoon really appreciated. "I can assure you that I wasn't trying to comfort you with that kiss, and now, after saying that, there is no way you're going to be alone unless you force me out the door." He finished, his voice just as soft as it was with his first statement. While speaking, Namjoon let one of his hands wander the expanse of Jin's torso once more while the other stayed at his hip. He had aimlessly been doing the same as he had while they were just softly tracing against the lines of his natural body curve. Namjoon never really noticed that he has this little habit, but it seems to have been happening a bit more often when around Jin.
After a few seconds of just looking over Jin's features, and really taking in how beautiful the man really was, Namjoon finally went for it and kissed Jin again. At first the kiss was soft and gentle like the one earlier, but this time around Namjoon was a bit more hands-on. He soon had an arm wrapped firmly around Jin's waist and the other cupping his cheek, softly running his thumb along his cheekbone.
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Periwinkle (• k.sj | k.nj •)
Fanfiction_____________ In which Namjoon and Seokjin attend the same university. _____________ BTS fanfic _____________ A collab story between two friends. The formatting will be weird but this is meant for use to use and stuff so don't complain if you read...