Periwinkle (• k.sj | k.nj •)

Don't Hold Back

Namjoon hadn't proved Jin either right or wrong when it came down to him believing that Namjoon's goal was really just to get in his pants. I mean, the guy hadn't dove straight for a kiss the minute he walked in, but it didn't seem lile he hesitated to kiss Jin when he did, but that could have been for other reasons. So, it was a little hard to tell what Namjoon's genuine intentions were, but judging by the way he spoke and even sat there and listened to Jin spill his guts out, he at least didn't come over with having sex being the first thing on his mind which was enough for Jin to feel like he wouldn't be totally fucked after it was all said and done.

In comparison to most other people Jin had dealt with throughout his life, Namjoon actually seemed to be genuinely interested in him. This isn't to say Jin lived his whole life without people who cared about him and wanted to be invested in him, but he had very few romantic partners who were this way. Aside from his looks Jin didn't completely understand Namjoon's attraction, but he wasn't going to be questioning at a time like this where he would much rather be focusing on their movements.

His own attraction toward Namjoon was odd; he never had been rubbed so wrong by someone his first time meeting them yet so compelled to get under their skin to get their attention when he knew he didn't need to try very hard because he already had him wrapped around his finger. He never disliked someone so much at first sight that it took him getting tipsy in order to consider even touching them, but now look where they were; Jin was soaking up every little bit of Namjoon that he could and was enjoying every single moment while being completely sober (unless you count the high one got from the release of oxytocin).

The fact that Namjoon wasn't afraid to ask for what he wanted or even go for it was a quality of his that Jin learned to appreciate greatly. There'd been many times in Jin's life where he had to milk what his partners wanted out of them and by that time the fire that was lit in Jin had burnt out. But with one simple question and a few kisses later, Namjoon was able to ignite a bonfire within him.

The thought alone of soon having Namjoon's lips on any part of his neck or wherever else the man pleased was enough for him to grow excited and even more so when he was assured that it was perfectly okay to do the same to Namjoon as Namjoon would do to him, but he would wait until Namjoon had his turn.

Namjoon's hands ceased to be the most gentle Jin had ever felt against himself, even while Namjoon was literally feeling uo his back until his hand stopped at the back of his neck and then the most anticipated part happened; Namjoon guided Jin's head to tilt to the side and although nothing had actually happened yet, a sigh slipped past Jin's lips. He wasn't a huge fan of simple kisses so knowing that he wasn't only going to feel a crap ton of sweet, sweet kisses addaukt his neck was more than likely the reason behind his excitement.

All that he could think for the next minute or two was god damn. Even the wet, feather light kisses that Namjoon was giving him were getting to him whivh shouldn't have been as big a surprise as it was considering he hadn't even spooned someone it three weeks alone, but when the skin of his neck and shoulders recieved some teasing was when things really started to heat up for him.

The scraping, the gentle nips and the overall teasing was n't -yet again- what Jin expected. For some reason he didn't think that Namjoon would have been able to make it feel as good as it did, considering hurt, but that was the whole point so really he shouldn't have been too surprised. Namjoon was teasing the skin of his neck perfectly with the scraping of his teeth and when he moved on to the crook of his neck he knew he was done for. The continuous teasing that led up to Namjoon finally finding a spot and begin working on his first mark was... Nuts, so when Namjoon actually started marking up the length of Jin's neck and shoulder he was a little more... Hands on than before, but how else was he supposed to show his enjoyment?

The hickeys just kept coming in and with each one Jin sighed, but at one point he actually had to stop himseld from moaning- somewhere around after the fourth one- but what could he say, he was a sucker for a little bit of pain. Anyway, somewhere in the mean time in between time, Jin trailed his fingers back down Namjoon's chest and stomach and because the timing was just oh, so absolutely perfect he stopped just at Namjoons hips,as the younger males shirt was tucked into his pants.

Namjoon's exploration of Jin's neck and shoulder had ended, leaving Jin's skin very irritated and obviously sensitive every place Namjoon's teeth scraped or nipped at and even sucked, like, he was genuinely in a little bit if pain because of the assault on his neck if you- if you know what I mean ;) and it took him a couple seconds to recover after Namjoon stopped, and when he opened his eyes the first that he saw was Namjoon admiring the work he had done against the pale canvas that was Jins skin. While Namjoon's eyes went over each little mark, Jin's eyes were strained on Namjoon's lips and as if he was already having a hard time looking away from them now that they were swollen and pink, when Namjoon touched each little mark, goosebumps covered Jin's body and his want to kiss Namjoon until then was strong, but now..

Now he genuinely wanted it all. And how Namjoon was talking to him was going to get the both of them into trouble. Never in his life had Jin been told that someone wanted to actually wreck him. Not once. He'd gotten things like 'I want to fuck you so bad' but never wrecked. For some reason that seemed to hold so much more meaning to it than just being told someone wanted to fuck; Jin knew he had his work cut out for him, but he could learn to appreciate a workout.

"Then.." he managed to peel his eyes away from Namjoon's lips and while doing so, he pursed his lips and very slowly and carefully started to tug at Namjoon's shirt to untuck it from his pants. "Get at it already."

He leaned forward to close the small gso between them and kissed Namjoon's chin, then to his cheek and then his jaw before finally kissing just under Namjoon's ear. "My ass has always been stronger than my heart so don't take it easy on me." He whispered this into Namjoon's ear and the smirk on his face could be heard through the tone of his voice. He was ready for anything.