I'm So Fucking Stupid...

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You know...

I was crying a few seconds ago...but do you hear that? It's a heartbeat. 

A rare case of happiness has benen given. I might want to cherish it...it's going to disappear. 

P.S: Told you it was rare... 

Last time I had a heart break, my heart was hurting badly. Literally. A small constant ache in my heart, all the way till my therapist helped me through it, after the suicide attempt. Now? The small constant ache is back, reminding me that I will never get to love her completely, that she will never be mine. And this time? I can't go to a therapist or even my best best friend. Why? I lost my therapist and my best best friend...I just cant.

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