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A/N: Explanation/ Side Notes

Hello. 

You may have remembered me. 

Sorry I haven't been writing. I am taking a quick moment to write now though, so that has to count for something, right? 

Um...why have I been gone? Why haven't I been updating GC or even Distracted in general? My answer? School. Lot's and lots of school. 

I understand that I have after hours to take my time to write, and I am. In Google Docs, I am writing the official Gay Coincidences [That is publicly called Just A Coincidence] and I am actually hand writing Run Away With Me, cause authors don't just give up on books that they managed to give at least 10 chapters, and I gave that book a lot of chapters. 

And yes, school. Lately, I haven't even been writing in GC because I've been really triggered lately, I've been depressed as hell, and I'm not doing so well in my emotional state. In school, some of the tests and assignments are hard, and to top it off, I'm also being bullied. 

And I hate that I am. Because for four years straight I've been bullied, and I hate that I know it's been that long. But this it's...different. Girls from the same group actually come up to me during lunch, or when I'm alone. When I'm in class, I can hear them talking about me so loudly. From the corner of my eyes I can see them laughing and pointing. 

Oh, that and personal emotions I can't seem to control anymore. 

And they call me by the wrong name, and they do it because they know I hate it. And I hate it so much. Which makes me cry, a lot. Cause I'm an easy crier. 

But yeah...um...my old habits have been starting again, and this time they aren't really that easy to control, but I'm doing good so far, nothing that bad. Just...normal? I don't know what to call it. 

But yeah. I'm going on a trip, and during that time, I will continue updating. I might not be able to update immediately, but when I get connection again, I will update, don't worry. So yeah. 

I was also thinking of social media. Due to what's been happening to me in school though, I've had to make all of my social media private because the girls have been starting to follow me, and I don't want them to see my shit. Besides, I think it's better off that I leave my accounts private. 

On the other hand though, I was...thinking of...fan accounts. 

But I'm not sure when I'll start it. I mean I would, but I'm thinking of doing it when my books have more readers, more comments, you know? I'll do it when I know that a decent amount of people read my books, know my books, you know. I don't want to make a social media account for Jacob and Zeke and then totally have to delete it because I know that no one is following it. 

But if you do want me to make some social media, please let me know and I will try my best to make it. I was already thinking of usernames, some being...

1: sweetcheeksandbuttercup 

2: zecobejaceke 

3: gaycoincidences 

I don't know. I really like the first one. If you have any other ideas, please let me know in the comments. 

Also, today is Friday the 13th, so cheers to that you guys. I'm so glad there is no school today, I'm so fucking sick of school. No, I'm just sick of Bitch and her sidekicks. 

Ugh I hate even thinking about them. 

Anyways, yeah. I'm trying. I always am. I'm just really depressed a lot of times and I can't really do much. But I'm trying. I am. 

And for those who have stuck this far, those who stayed with me even till now, thank you so much. You guys are my inspiration, my motivation to write. Thank you. 

I love you, my little angels and demons. 

P.S: My mom just gave me a carebear, a My Little Pony blanket, and a My Little Pony coloring book. I fucking LOVE HER! I just love her in general, she's given me a lot of love and support. Thanks Mar Mars!!! :3