10 Reasons (Diary)

Epilogue

Epilogue

Life's never been easy for me.

My life was like...... a rollercoaster. There's so many ups, and downs.

But It taught me almost everything. That not that 'everything' can be have. That I don't have to live with regrets, I don't have to live for someone, I just have to live with the life I wanted the world to see, with the things I wanted to do. Because I can't do it in any other time, it's just a one shot, I've got only one chance, And who knows if I'll have that one-shot-chance again.

And If I'm going to live again, it's a different story. It's the different me and I can't do the thing I always does, I can't be the person I used to be, and I won't remember anything about the past me.

Life taught me, that they're the best in what they're doing but not in what I am doing. We live in different stories, we have different plots, and the twists depend on you.

I can't have the best of both worlds. I always have to do is the "choosing", and sacrifices for the other's/one's sake

There's so many 'what ifs' in my mind.

Na paano kung malusog ako? Magiging Masaya ba ako?

Magiging ganito parin ba ang pagkatao ko?

Magiging kuntento ba ako?

But I guess whatever happen I'd still choose that choice.

At sayo. Maraming salamat sayo. Maraming salamat sa pagpapaligaya ng puso ko. I'm setting you free. Mag paparaya akong muli, sa huling pagkakataon. Malaya ka na. At ako'y hinding hindi na muling babalik pa. Thank you for making me happy at the short period of time, I hope you make a better story, better than mine. Dahil hindi naman lahat ng para sa isa't isa ay nagkakatuluyan, I guess? There's always time for it. Thank you for making me realize that a lovestory can end even if it is not yet starting.

Aalis man ako at magpapahinga na dahil sa pagod na nadarama. Mananatili ang isang tulad ko sa inyong mga puso at memorya.

Maraming salamat sa inyong lahat.

Hindi man siguro naging sapat ang sampung rason ko para mabuhay. At least tinry ko. I'm sorry if I'm going to hurt you, if i'm going to hurt the people i love, at least lend me a part in your hearts to stay.

Sana'y napasaya ko kayo sa maikling panahon ng buhay ko.

Hanggang sa muli.

-Angell

PS, Love is when you see an imperfect person perfectly, especially when you love them with their flaws

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Author's Note: There's still an 'Extra Chapter'