I'm dedicating this chapter to NerdyTomboyHero because of the amazing spam the other day lol! Thank you very much and I'm happy you like the story!!
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This chapter is gonna be a little but different, it takes place in Josh's head while he's at the funeral so beware because we are about to meet his darkest demons...........
Key
Italics = Demons
Regular = Josh's thoughts
Bold and italics = Occurring Events
Bold = Ghost/Spirit
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Josh's Pov
This is all your fault.
No it's not! I never wanted this!!!!
LOOK AT HER BODY!!!
Even with all that makeup you can still see the bruises and scratches that cover her from head to toe.
I'm so sorry!
If you could just be dependent!
If you weren't such a needy little bitch!
If you could have just delt with it on your own and not needed someone this wouldn't have happened!!
I KNOW!
I KNOW ITS MY FAULT!
The demons seemed to continue to rant on and on as we stood at her funeral.
I tried to get them to stop but they were more persistent than they had ever been in the past. The only thing people who seemed to be able to make them stop were not here.
One was probably banging his hoe bag of a girlfriend somewhere and the other one......... was gone.
Listen to him speak about the love of his life.........
I'm sorry!!
You killed the person he cared about the most!
It was an accident I swear!!!
LISTEN TO HIM SPEAK!!!!!
"I loved Emily with all my heart. Ya she could be annoying and obnoxious some times of course. She also had this really unhealthy relationship with skittles but I was willing to look past that. W-we used to t-talk about w-what o-out family w-would be like w-when we got o-older. I'm sorry I just need a moment." Jordan said as his eyes filled with tears.
Look at him........
You did this to him.
He probably hates you now!
He doesn't hate me!!
Oh really?
Than why hasn't he talk to you since that day in the hospital?
Hell he hasn't even looked you in the when you guys are in the same room.
He's just confused okay? He's sad and hurt and lost just like the rest of us.
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