Love for the alpha

2-fairylate

-----Annabella-----

The dreams I have every night make no sense

I'm always standing alone in my birthday dress, witch has passed, with a tall figured walking towards me, I know it was male wolf becuz my wolf was going crazy for him, she wanted him as much as I did, but I had no clue as to who it is but I knew I knew him from somewhere.

This happens every night since I had turned 18 two weeks ago, it was as if my wolf was trying to tell me my mate is out there watching from afar, I just wished I could see who it was so I can sleep at night, so I can claim what's mine and share a better future.

It was a Tuesday morning and being that I had finished school I had nothing todo, I decided to take a shower so I can get this itchy feeling off my skin

My mother had told me my heat was coming, witch I wasn't happy about

Being un mated during heat was a pain in the ass, you see being in heat for a female is when your body is accepting the wolf inside you , it's also when your body craves sexual desires and lust for a male wolf,girls my age go through this twice a year no matter if there mated or not.

If you had already found your mate then during this heat process you spend every waking hour with him embracing each others sexual lust towards one another

It makes the un mated male wolf go wild breaking down doors just to mark what they smell, it's seriously a scary thought for me to have to handle

If you are a mated male then you feel what your mate is going through, the burning sensations and the lust along with the fevers and night sweats, they can feel every motion that flows through her.

This itchy feeling has been coming and going everyday almost every hour or two for the last month, I should expect my heat within a day or two

I get out the shower wrapping a towel around my small frame, I slip on my clothes along with shoes, it wasn't nothing special just some shorts and a tank top, I let my hair down for today along with simple makeup

After I had breakfast I head out for the day , I decided I wanted Togo for a walk since me and Ryan had broke up three days ago after he had found his mate, there was nothing for me todo and my only best friend was away for the month on holiday

Ryan and I breaking up had hurt my heart but I knew this was coming, we both did, Ryan had always told me he felt bad for taking something from my mate weather or not I knew him, he took my 1st kiss witch was supposed To be shared wit my mate but something inside us pulled for one another, we had always thought we were mates but once I turned 18 we knew for sure, that feeling my mother had told me about never came for Ryan or for me, it's a little unfair if you ask me but I had to live with it, so when Layla came along I knew it was all over

We were in the middle of our date when Ryan started sniffing the air letting out low growles, I knew it was over from that moment so I left him there, I also told him who it was since I knew the scent

she was my little sister after all.

The only problem they had was Ryan couldn't mate or even tell Hayley he was her mate intil she turned 18 witch is only a few months from now, I know what your thinking, to close in age my mother must had been knocked up every month witch is true, being a mated female sexual tensions are high and that's all you seem todo for the 1st year, so once my mother dropped me out her and my father wasted no time making a new one, as the years went on my mother had only one more kid who is my brother but he's young maybe around 13 years old, the age different between us was ok since the 1st year of matting was over..