Love for the alpha

6-great!

-------Colton-------

I slammed my fist as hard as I could against the tree that laid right beside my house, she finally knew what I had felt everyday since she was 14, I knew the pain she felt towards my actions, I had saw her in a different way.

Her wolf admire me, she had a pull towards me for so long but ignored her wolf whenever she said I was her mate, she knew just like I did but never done one thing about it, she was like me in every way I knew this from a small age that's why the gods paired us up they knew we would be beyond perfect for one another.

But I had gone and fucked that up by leaving her in a time of need

Another fist was slammed into that poor tree

"Calm down alpha" Kyle said as calm as he could

"I just fucking left her there!" I screamed with another punch

"Why?" he asked

"Idk" I couldn't give anybody an answer for actions but I could give them a sad feeling witch I know they would never want to feel from there alpha

I had fucked up I knew that even more then before but at least she finally knew i was her mate there's no hiding from that now

"My oh my alpha you messed up big time" he sang with a low giggle

I got upset at his words and stormed inside to my room

I sat on my bed with my head in my hands replying the scenes I saw

There were so many with me and her while we were young , the joyfulness in her actions were enough for me to hate myself even more. she was so happy with me even if we just sat and watched movies.

The day I hurt her played with eased making sure we both understood, after I had told her off she ran home crying, begging her mother to leave this pack, she cried for months on end.

She was more then hurt she was devastated, her heart broke way more then mine had and her cheeks were stained with tears for many months after.

Even through all her pain she wanted me by her side her wolf begged her to see me but she shut her up with simple task like reading or school work

Once she had met Ryan the need slowly disappeared, this made me angry how could she allow someone else take what's mine no matter how much I hated that man I knew she was just simply trying to find love.

If I only knew she was here to show me her beautiful amazing wolf I wouldn't have done what I did and we would still be just as perfect as we were.

"Ugghhh" I growled

The burning feeling was starting over again this time much worst, my arms and legs itched as if they were on fire,my throat was dry causing the heat to form there, every time I went to call my mother my voice got stuck in my throat.

My body started

shaking violently I started to sweat and my vision was becoming blurry

I opened my mind link and called for my mother I knew she heard the horror in my tone becuz she was here by my side within seconds

"Honey what's wrong" she asked scared as she sat next to me

"Ana is in heat " I breathe out gripping my bed sheets as the heat stricken my back

"Oh my Colton your here mate" she squealed

"Yeah I've known since she was 14"I turn to look at her "I need this to stop mother " I begged