Love for the alpha

26-hospital

------Annabella-----

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"Luna we have put Colton in a coma due to the internal damage his wolf is going through, we want to keep him here for a few months, give him time for his wolf to heal his body. he's responding to things so if you want you can speak with him. Colton has bleeding from his liver witch is getting healed, slowly, but at least it's getting it done. now if you want you can go home and get some rest" the doctor spoke

"No I'm saying here for now, thank you but you can leave now" I demanded

He smiled but didn't protest against me, he walked out the room closing the door to give us alone time .

I'm sitting right next to his bed griping his hand, I can feel his fingers slightly gripping mine back, this brings a smile to my tear stain face.

Colton has broken ribs, bleeding from the liver, his spine is cracked and his legs are broken, his body looks as if he was fully demand as his lags and arms hangs in the air.

I lay my head on his arm trying to make myself be strong ,for him but I know I can't .

I should have left sooner, got to the scene faster, I knew I had let him down in a way even if he doesn't see it that way

The doctor says the reason why his body went into shock was due to the bleeding even though we have blood flowing through our body, when internal bleeding is erupting it doesn't sit we'll with our organs.

I couldn't father the thought of yesterday, I knew what was happening and what I have done but I couldn't get the scene to register in my brain, in a way this was good but it wasn't good to me.

People were already planning funerals and ceremony of death to remember our fighters but i just couldn't do it.

As a luna I had to help the women with everything from funeral plans to emotional well being but I couldn't, I couldn't show my face to the ones who were hurting

My mind was a mess, with everything going on but I'm still thinking about my unkept toe nails.

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His heart machine was driving me crazy, I hate it, down right hate it.

Every now and then his heart flutters making mine hurt and panic

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It's like his heart wants to give up

I wouldn't blame him but I would hate him if he died, I'm only being honest here.

I have just finally got him back and already he wants to leave, I know it isn't the way it works but that's the way it seems.

I couldn't and I wouldn't handle his death, I really think I would become a rogue, I couldn't stay here and see everything that held memorise of our happy times, even this room brings me back to our days of happiness.

This is the room I sat in ,with Colton,with a broken arm when I was 12 it was Colton's idea to climb a tree and jump off of it , he says he didn't think I would do it but he should have known better, that day I saw al kinds of emotions in him, from hurt to sadness, from panic to calmness, every emotion you could think of he had it.

I smiled as I remember that scene, Colton was always making me do things he knew would hurt me, I knew he wasn't trying to hurt me and hoping I would Deni it but don't you think after the 1st few ideas that I have done he would just stop it. I think he wanted to see me chicken out.

I look up at Colton watching his eyes move, I knew he wasn't going to wake up but I knew he was trying, I wish I could know what he's seeing, I could bet my life he sees the scene of me fighting.

I had saved my mate and half my pack considering the two men who had passed, I've done what he would have done plus much more, I wonder if he would be proud I wonder if this will cause him to lock me up forever so I wouldn't get hurt.

I needed him back, I just had to have him back, I need him to tell me I did good, to tell me he loves me over and over agin and for him to ask me to marry him once more so I could give him the right response

"Colton" I begged with tears falling from my eyes "please don't die, I , I need you so much my love, please stay with me" I cried onto his shoulders feeling his body relaxing ...

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-----Colton-----

I'm running

I'm running fast with nowhere Togo

It's dark outside almost to dark

I can feel my wolf In danger but I can't tell if he is really ok

The only thing I remember is my mate killing Austin, this is all I see

Her violent killing, the ripping of heads the screams and groans

Make it stop

Kneeling on my knees with my hands over my ears, I scream, a scream that would have any wolf aching with pain

I need to wake up -my wolf groans I need to see Sarah

I know I can't wake up I have tried

So I start running again , running into nothing

The sky starts to rain but but a normal rain, it felt more like tears, you know how one year falls every 5seconds, it's thick and salty but nice and warm

I hear sniffles and whispers, is that ana? Is Ana crying?

Even though I know I'm not running to anything I push harder into the darkness almost afraid to stop......

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----Annabella-----

I feel his body squirm, I hear is soft groans, my heart aches with every breath he's takes

I climb into the bed with him, nuzzling my face into his neck taking a sniff of his scent

His scent was fading, and my wolf didn't like that very much

She was crying badly inside my head making me shake with nerves

"God please let him be ok" I cried into his neck before I felt my eye lids close shut................

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