Love for the alpha

13-feelings

-------Annabella------

My heart starts to flutter

My mind starts to spin

My chest starts to ache

My eyes starts to water

The images are powerful, way to powerful for my body, mind and soul

Colton's feeling were strong and had been strong for years

Everyday he watched me from afar, everyday he ached for me, everyday his heart would breake, everyday he cried and cried remembering the kiss he saw me and Ryan have

That hurt him, no, that scared him, he thought he was loosing me before he even had me

He though Ryan was stronger, better and nicer then him.

Colton hated himself, he also wished he wasn't alive so he didn't have to feel the pain everyday he spent away from me

The emotions flowing through my body was painful, I could feel my body break down, weakening , I had fell over into his arms shaking.

I could feel Colton panic next to me as he held me in his arms

The image that plays in my mind was the day he mated on me

I was playing soccer with jake as Colton was sitting on the side lines, when his eyes met mine his wolf started jumping and screaming inside his head, the sparks went off but was suddenly replaced by regret, the only thing this image had showed me was the regret nothing more

I couldn't make out what it meant or why he felt this way the moment Colton had left his wolf shut down, his wolf stayed like this for days after maybe even months but it didn't get that far into the show

After what seemed like hours of emotions breaking me down it was over

I focused my eyes on Colton trying desperately to ease my breathing

"Ana? " he asked through a scared emotion

I didn't respond back right away but when I did I knew he understood "I want Togo home" I said

I was exhausted all I wanted todo was sleep

I stayed in my seat leaning my head on the window, I closed my eyes feeling the car move indicating we were on our way home .....................

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----------Colton---------

As soon as we got home I rushed her to her room gently placing her down on the bed, she had fell asleep on the way here .

When I had send my emotions to her I didn't mean to knock her dead cold all I wanted was to show her what I had been feeling, I should have known better, my mother always told me alpha emotions are unbareable for a newly mated bond, but being that we havnt mated yet I thought she would be able to handle it, boy was I wrong.

I sat down on the couch by her window and watched her sleep.

Every now and them her body twitched with a low growl, I couldn't help but noticed she was having a bad dream and it was most likely becuz of me.

This isn't what I wanted, I didn't want nor did I expect her to fall from my weakness.

I felt bad, I felt horrible why did I do this? why couldn't I just man up and do the small things she's loves to make her believe my change, but nope I just had to show her my feelings .

"Is Luna ok alpha?" I heard jake asked through our mind link

"Yes beta she's fine" I responded
I couldn't tell him what I had done , he would be on my ass for it, jake loved Ana like I do but in a older brother type of way

"Are you sure? I can feel her "

"Yes I'm sure!" I yelled "now leave the mind link jake "

"Yes alpha" he said rudely

How could he feel her energy? we haven't mated yet so there was no way he could feel her

Once we mate then her mind and soul would be open for our guards and beta to hear and feel, this is to secure the safety of her we'll being.

"Colton?" I heard her small voice boom through the room

I ran to her side, not literally "yes?"

"Lay with me " she whispered

I didn't respond, I bowed down to her need climbing into her bed and warping my arms around her body

Her face nuzzled into my neck taking a deep breath, she was smelling my scent just as she did before. Her eyes closed once again letting me know she was asleep

Small soft snores escape her mouth

I laughed to myself thinking how I'm going to tease her about this once this ends

I never wanted to hurt ana, I wanted to take care of her, i wanted to protect her, nothing more,nothing less

If only I would have been smarter then this wouldn't have happened

I wonder what she saw that made her body burn ?

My feelings couldn't have been that strong right? there's no way

I mean I do love her from the bottom of my heart, to the moon and back, I did hurt like no one has before but could it really be that strong?.

I just couldn't think of any emotion I had that could have done such a thing to her.

I'm not saying I didn't experience pain or regret I'm just simply saying it shouldn't have hurt her this much.

I wrapped my arms tighter around her body, snuggling into her embrace and closed my eyes........
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This chapter may have been short and I'm sorry for that but something has happened and I cant focus enough to write longer I'm sooo sorry for this but this is what happens when your mind is clouded.

I also want to say thank you so much for taking the time out and reading this I had wrote three other stories but this one seems to get the most reads and likes :)

Thank you so much everyone
Have a blessed day :)

Xo brittney :)