Love for the alpha

3-bad day

------Colton------

I watch as Annabella stares directly towards my house for 39minutes just glaring as if she wants to walk up here and rip my head off.

I laugh at her sudden stomp to the ground before she took off walking

I knew she was headed to the ice cream shop, I also knew what kind of ice cream she was going to get.

I place my head against the window and growled "ughhh" I cursed at myself

"Why don't you just go see her alpha then she will finally know " my beta jake said

"Becuz beta that would only be for my personal gain, she has to be the one to lay her eyes upon me not the other way around" I said as I took my seat at my desk

"I just don't understand you Colton, you have all these men following her watching every move she makes you even call the ice cream shop everyday just to see what she ordered" jake laughed shaking his head "you been doing this for years now"

"I know jake but I don't know what else todo"

"You need to speak with her fix things show her that you've change now, this isn't good for your wolf Colton, having men watch her isn't going to last long, one day she won't be there and you know what that's means right?" he asked i nodded my head in response

"Just let me be jake your dismiss" I told him

"Yes alpha " he said before walking out the room

I knew what jake was doing was only on my behalf but the thing is Ana needed to be the one to see it,she needed to smell my scent and recognize me as her mate , if she hates me then she wouldn't be able to see it.

Being like this isn't helping either Colton my wolf spoke

You just shut up I demanded

I knew what I had todo I just couldn't get the balls todo so, I had hurt her there was no way getting back to what we was or even becoming friends again.

All I know is jake is right if I don't do it soon then my wolf and I will break

You see when a male mates on a girl he has to be by her side at all times within the 1st year, if the female is younger then 18 then we must make her think we are simply just her boyfriend and nothing more, but once she turns 18 she will see and jump in our arms bowing down to us and her sexual needs, if the male wolf doesn't let his female mate know after her 18th bday then. His wolf starts to break down, meaning die, I have no reason as to why this happens but it does, mates are the most important thing in the community so we don't take it lightly we move wit force and passion.

If the mate dies then you die there's no getting around it, the bond is to strong to be broken so once one of them dies the wolf feels the pain everyday till the heart stops.

It's a sad world in the wolf world but we take it for what it is and move on

That's another reason why I needed Ana to see me now weather then later

I can feel Ana everywhere she goes, I even know when she's happy or sad, my wolf feels it, he's one with her even if they haven't mated yet, that's the thing with being alpha with a mate, you feel everything ten times more then regular wolfs and it begins earlier then the rest.

I even knew whenever she was with Ryan, during that time I was gripping my bed or whatever was near me trying to keep myself from doing something different

I'm just glad they are not together now other wise i wouldn't be able to hold back any longer, her heat was coming I knew this so if they were together Ryan would be a dead man seriously

All of a sudden I started feeling this itchy burning sensation in my throat and my arms, it didn't hurt it was just very uncomfortable to say the least

After a few more seconds the feeling got more intense it felt as if my legs and arms were on fire I couldn't really breath being that my throat ached with every breath I took

Just then as I'm gripping my desk one of my members, and best friend Kyle , barge through the door

"Alpha Colton it's Annabella she passed out at the ice cream shop miss.cherry is ordering for you to come"

"What happened?" I growled out still gripping my desk trying to hide the fact my body is burning

"She's in heat sir " he replied with a steady tone

My head snapped up in anger I jumped to my feet and let out a howl so loud Kyle flinched.