Love for the alpha

1- somethig strange

-----Colton----

Have you ever wanted to take back every single mistake you had made no matter the cost?

Have you ever wanted a girl so much that you pushed her away becuz of the pain you would cause her?

We'll that was what I did to miss Annabella Marie

Ana and I were the bestest of friends when we were young, I was about two years old when she was born, every time I saw her mother, my mothers best friend, carry Ana in her arms I had to see her, I had to hold her and I had to be right by her side at every secon of the day,

Once she got a little older we played every single game you can think of and camped out in my backyard every weekend playing tag it was the best time of my life no doubt, but once I turned 16 it all went away.it was replaced with something I can never imagine to have towards her.

I felt a weird sensation towards her, I felt I needed her and I also felt the need to protect her from all men specially wolf men, she was to young for me at that time, she was only 14

She was so innocent and small, her smile still lingered on her face with everything she saw or said, the smallest adventure we did with one another would make her squeal and scream with delight every single time. She still loved to play games with me but me being 16 and a soon to be alpha I had other duties to tend to, she didn't understand why I soon left her side, putting distance between us

Since I was the alpha I had to train and follow my father around to learn every single thing he did so I could run this pack with the same power he had if not then more power, I also had to learn to mingle with other people other then Ana, I knew this made her just as mad as I was but this had To be done

Sooner or later we parted our ways, when she turned 18 I thought this was the day she would see I was her mate and come to me but when I showed my face to her after those 4 years she slapped me, literally slapped the shit out of me, my wolf whimpered at her touch but my human side bowed down remembering what I had done to her

I left her alone after that thinking it would be the right thing, I felt like this could make her run back to me, telling me how much she wanted me as her mate and all that gushy stuff you read about, but she didn't she stayed away showing me she stood her ground.

The day that broke my heart was the day I saw her with one of my bodyguards, Ryan , she was in his arms softly kissing him with a grin upon her face, after that I knew I had no chance I knew she would never see me as her mate as long as she hated me, I knew my heart is broken and slowly breaking even more but I can't let It get to me as much as it would any other male wolf becuz I am the alpha with a job that can't be ignored .

As much as I hate to say this but if Ana wanted that ugly face boy then let her have him this is all I can do for now but she will see one day that I was always hers.