Love for the alpha

12-scared

-------Annabella-------

I knew Colton was mad by the way he was gripping the steering wheel an also by the speed was doing down the free way.

I was scared, no scratch that, I was terrified

I didn't understand why he was mad, he wanted to know why I've been acting weird towards him so I told him, I told him everything I felt, this wasn't my intentions that's for sure but It needed to be said, I wanted us to have a good night, and I loved everything he had done for me, it's just once I'm around him I'm either eager to take his pants off or still hurt to where I can't even look at him or utter a single sentence.

My emotions and feelings were all messed up, I knew that, I probably look like a crazy person jumping from one feeling to another, if you knew me then you would know this is what I do, it's something I can't help but I wish I could stop but I can't

Colton hit a pot hole that was in the middle of the road causing the car to swerve a little but enough to scared the shit out of me "Colton slow down " I said

He didn't say anything but I knew he heard me, he gripped the wheel tighter causing the white to form on his knuckles "Colton I said slow down!" I growled hoping this would work

He looks at me for a seconds his eyes were glowing with anger I couldn't tell if it was his wolf bein stubborn or just the fact that Colton was so angry that he can't understand a thing

His speed went up to 180mph my wolf was whimpering at him I knew she was just as scared as I was "Colton please your...your scarring me" I said as I grip onto the handle that was located near my window

Colton must have heard my plead becuz all of a sudden he pulls over causing the tires to scratch the road making the most ugliest, painful noise to my ears.

He turns to look at me still in anger so I keep my mouth shut, i now know it wasn't the speed that scared me, it was Colton's anger that had me afraid.

He went to move towards me but I flinched, I could see in the corner of my eye his face soften and his eyes stop glowing, I was scared of what he could do right now and I sure showed it.

"Ana?" he whispered with ease

I didn't say anything

"Please speak to me " he placed his hand in my leg but I flinched causing him to remove it

"Why are you so scared of me?" He asked

I looked towards him "why shouldn't i be?" I asked

"Becuz I won't hurt you"

"Could have fooled me" I looked at my arms where his hands once were and saw the faint marks of his hands, he left big enough marks for people to see, I you looked close enough that is.

He noticed what I was staring at, he placed a light touched over the marks, I could tell he regretted it, he moved a little closer to me but I backed away, it didn't stop him from moving closer but being that I'm close enough to the door I couldn't move any more.

I sat frozen as he lightly kissed the marks, the tingles and sparks that was always there whenever he touched me shot up my whole body with intensity making me gasp, My breath was stuck in my throat when I feel Colton's tongue scanning over the marks, I knew what he was doing, he was trying to heal them.

"Colton" I breath out through a moan that I didn't mean to make I cover my mouth in embarrassment

Colton looks up to me "did that feel good ana?" he asked in the most sexyiest voice I haven't heard from yet my wolf started to purr, but I stayed quiet afraid of my own voice

I had bit my lip keeping whatever

I wanted to say locked up

He gave me a small smirk before going back to my marks but this time he was closer to my collarbone.

He lightly kisses my neck, and when I say lightly I mean barley touched it, he lightly touched my neck enough to make fireworks burst in the air.

I allowed him to kiss me even though I wanted him to stop

I was like putty, slowly melting into his arms with every kiss or lick he placed on my neck

I wanted him to stop, I wanted to stay mad at him, I wanted him to know he can't just get away with anything he has done, but I can't move, I can't speak I'm frozen and breathless at his touch

I can feel my wolf pushing me towards him begging for me to sit on his lap so I can feel him beneath me

That was another thing that was scaring me his manhood was fully awake and judging by the huge bulge I knew he would never fit in me

Go to him Ana my wolf whispered

No! I screamed at her he did something wrong Sarah

I can feel her frustrations towards me but I didn't care

The moment Colton reached my earlobe taking into his mouth I knew we had to stop

With a sudden burst of energy I pushed him away, I pushed him so hard that he flew into the drivers door "no! l" I yelled "you do not get to have the satisfaction of making me melt into your arms at a time like this!"

"I make you melt?" he asked with a cocky smirk

That cheeky bastard

"That's beside the point right now colton!"

He thought he had me where he wanted me a second ago, bowing down to him asking him to forgive me for something I clearly didn't do but he is wrong I'm my fathers daughter and I do not bow down to no one not even my mate

"Your hurt me when I was 14 mentally and now you hurt physically and you want to just start kissing my neck!" I screamed

"At 1st I was just trying to heal them I didn't know you would purr at me" and there goes his damn smirk again

I crossed my arms over my chest trying to avoid the blush forming on my cheeks "I did not purr at you if anything I'm disgusted by you"

He didn't buy that one bit "you forget Ana my wolf can hear your wolf " he said

"Tell your wolf to stay out my mind!" I yelled at him pointing a finger in his face

"Can't do that it's the mate bond " he smirked

I'm frustrated at him so much right now , how can he go from this totally scary man to this cute innocent guy who just wants to make me happy?

See!!! there goes my damn flip floppy

This is sooo horrible

"Ana?" he whispered "can I kiss you?"

"What!?"

where the fuck did that come from? I though to myself

"I just... I just don't know what else todo to make you understand my feelings for you then a kiss" he said sounded defeated

I knew why he wanted to kiss he wanted to show me his emotions he was currently feeling

You see when alphas are feeling a certaint type of way and can't explain it then they can either touch your hand sending energy towards the other person making them realise what he or she is feeling, but if it's your mate then the alpha have todo it through a kiss specially if the emotions are for there mate.

"Idk Colton" I said unsure

"Please ?"

I didn't mean to nod my head yes, it was supposed to say no!

Before I knew it Colton smashed his lips to mine hungry

My world had stopped once again

The fireworks, the chills, the sudden weakness was all happening on top of a damn emotion show

it took a few minutes before the energy came to me but When it did I wish it hadn't .....................