A L O N E - DingDulian

{1} A chance

Juls pov;
                               I love him. "You haven't even dated" they all say. I don't care, I've known him for a couple years. He is very close to me, and I have the biggest crush on him. I love him. He doesn't know. I haven't been able to find a good time to tell him. My chance will come eventually.

                                 DING. The front door. I invited DingDong over. D lives a couple floors above me so we hang out often. "COME IN!" I yelled from my couch. D walks in and gently closes the door.

                                 "Hey jul." He says sitting down next to me. He grabs a controller and joins in on my game. We sit for hours playing games. I wish we would talk more though, but D isn't like that, I've never heard him open up about something deep. We sit and talk about games, but how they look and whats wrong with them. We talk about what we are going to do with our game, and when we will release it. Whenever i look over at him and he really gets into talking about games and coding, he looks so cute. He is so passionate about it. All i want to do is help him get it out, it's only us working on it too.

                                    It's 8:32. It has been kinda cloudy out lately, which makes sunsets look even better. D is the only person who will go up to the roof and and watch them with me.

D's pov;

                                     "Juls, wanna go to the roof?" My voice was kinda raspy. The last couple days we recorded A bunch of games so we don't have to record for a month. It helps because i have a part time job so i can get more money for the game. Also now i have more time for the game now. People get worried i work to much, but i dont know what else I should be doing. Everyone is scared im sad too, but im not really anything.

                                        "Sure." He said, We made our way onto the roof. Sometimes we sit in silence together, but im okay with that. I enjoy his company. We have a little spot set up there. No one comes on to the roof except us. Sometimes at night i sit up here. Even though im the only one in my apartment, the roof is quieter. We sat up there and watched the sun go down.

                                          "Jul," I say quietly, he turned towards me. "Do you ever get days where you dont really feel anything, like you arent happy but you arent sad?" I must sound crazy because it took jul a second to respond.

                                             "Yea, but they usually only last for like a day, usually when im relaxing." He said laying down to look at the sky.

                                               "Oh, mkay." I shut up after that. I feel like that everyday, but i've never really thought anything was wrong, everyday is kinda empty but it maybe it wont once we finish the game. I dont tell him that. I don't like getting deep, i don't want to scare him away. He is apart of pretty much every aspect in me life. Everything i do involves jul, the channel, the game, just having a friend.

                                                 We sit there for a couple minutes in silence, but i still enjoy it. Being in jul's presence is nice. It never really gets awkward, probably because he is pretty much the person im closest to. The sun full goes down and jul sits up and looks at me.

Juls pov; 

                                                    I've been waiting. Im Sick of it. He is already my best friend. I want him to be more. I want him to be mine. I sit up, the moon is out. How it reflects into his eyes sends shivers down my spine. He hair is messy and he is in his pajamas since he lives so close and we werent playing on doing anything, so he didn't get dressed. I've been staring, crap.

                                                     "Umm, D," I say, he look over at me." I-I need to ask you something, and this is the best time I guess to ask. Do you wanna go out on a date... with me?"