D's pov;
I'm sorry. Jul, i've let you down. Now i cant even face you. My phone has been going off, i know its you texting me. I cant stand talking to you, knowing you have someone else. you mean a lot to me. I was overwhelmed that night. I don't know what having a crush or feelings for someone feels like. I was never concerned with that. Now it's all im concerned with. Before i had no emotion that i felt, now all i feel is emotion. i think i might like you. I didn't tell you that, and now i've lost you. You are the only true thing i had in my life. you were there through everything, with out you, i don't even have my passion. I cant live like this,Jul, im sorry.
~ D
I set the letter down on the living room table. Am i really going to do this? the rain outside taps on the glass, loudly. It's all i hear. This is it. This is how im going to die. A bottle of vodka in my hand in my dimly lit living room. Crappy weather. Missing the only person that means something in my life.
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A L O N E - DingDulian
FanfictionA rejection, a day out, an old friend, and a sad man. - - - Slight triggers; Note: Chapters won't be as long as my usual stories, and I will keep writing the other ones, I just want to make a sad one. ❥
