To Be With You | hoshi

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A/N: since Who's up there^^ i'm just gonna say you probs know what's gonna happen uhue

(Miyoung's Point of View)

After I closed the door on his face, I slid down the wall and brought my knees to my chest. It wasn't a while until the door reopened. His figure hovered mine. I was nervous as to what he will say. I slowly brought my face to look up at him. He was smiling at me. 

"That's quite a rude way to welcome someone back.", he said to me.

I wanted to speak, but my lips were glued together. I wanted to say, where were you? Why did you disappear? Why do you have to make me worry about you? But all I could do was look at him.

He crouched down in front of me. "So, how've you been these days?", he asked with a grin.

Is he really asking me that? You want to know how I've been? You can already guess my answer, stupid.

"Not answering?" He took my chin to his hands. "Hey," I pushed him and he fell on his butt. 

I felt my jaw hurting, must be because I'm trying my hardest not to cry. I was frowning at him. I'm angry and sad, but most of all I'm relieved. All of these emotions just decided to come together. It's taking a toll on me.

He scratched the back of his head and laughed nervously. "I guess you really are mad at me."

I crawled to him and hit his chest over and over. The tears I've been stopping flowed down. "Ou-ouch, that hurts, you know.", he said. "Yah, stop it."

"Shut up!", were the first words I told him. "You can't just decide to leave and come back randomly, you idiot."

He stopped my fists and brought me to his chest. He tried to hush me while I was sobbing. "Shh, I'm here now. What can I do to make it up to you?"

I don't know what I want. I just really wanted him back home. That's enough for me, for mom and dad. "I missed you.", I said between sniffles. I didn't want to say since it's so cringe-y and cheesy. I feel so embarrassed of myself. If you think about it, ten days is a short amount of time. Who knew you could miss someone so much? 

He wiped the tears on my eyes and showered me with kisses. "I missed you, too.", he said after he kissed my lips. I hugged him tighter and kissed him again.

He was pinned to the floor while I sat on his lap. His hands were on my hips while my hands tugged his shirt. Our kisses kept getting hotter by the second. He tried to speak but I placed a finger over his lips. "This time, you call my name.", I commanded. I don't know what took over me but something clicked in my mind. My tongue worked its way on him. I licked him from his lips to his jaw up to his ear. I blew air softly and he shivered. I licked and nibbled on his ear lobe, and whispered something to his ear. He made a snorting sound and I felt interrupted. I stopped to face him. "Are you laughing at me?"

He covered his face with his hand. "N-no..." He wouldn't look at me. 

"Yah."

He removed his hand and gulped before speaking. "I'm just... surprised you can do this." I realized his face was flushed red. I smirked.

"Do you like it?"

He nodded his head. "Mm..." I leaned down to continue. "W-wait.", he stopped me again. "Let's take this to a room, shall we?"

(Soonyoung's Point of View)

"Let's take this to a room, shall we?", I told her. 

She pouted since I interrupted her, but still got up anyway. She held my hand as she brought me to her room. I looked around her room for a bit. It's been a while since she did ban me from entering it. "Soonyoung.", she spoke my name. She sat me on her bed, then straddled my lap again. She pressed her body close to mine. "I think we need a bit of catching up to do." Her words echoed in mind. 

She would plant wet kisses on me, but stop from time to time to ask me a question. Where were you these ten days? What did you do? How many times do you think I thought about you? ... And with every question I answered, a piece of clothing is removed. My jacket, her shirt, my shirt, her shorts... They were all thrown to the floor. Only our undergarments were left on.

Her tongue worked its wondrous ways on my body. Aside from that, she grinded me in a teasing way. I felt myself harden. "Where did you learn this?", I asked her.

"That would be a secret~", she said. She continued, doing it in a faster pace. I moaned to the feeling. She bit the skin on my neck and sucked on it. She hummed and I felt ticklish.

I flipped her over. Now, it's me on top of her. "Who said you could take control of me?", I told her, but she just giggled. That just turned me on more.

(Miyoung's Point of View)

My fingers ran through his hair as he played with my tongue. He pressed himself closer to me. I let him roam his hands on my body.  If anything, I felt like I needed his touch.

He pulled away and cupped my cheek. "I love you, Miyoung.", he said in almost a whisper. "I love you so, so much."

I admired his face and smiled at him. "Soonyoung, I love you." I pulled him in to connect our lips, but my door suddenly flew open.

(Soonyoung's Point of View) 

I adore her. She's the first girl I've ever loved this much. I wanted to value her, take care of her. I wanted her in my life forever. "I love you, Miyoung.", I said to her. "I love you so, so much."

She smiled at me. She's beautiful. "Soonyoung, I love you.", she told me. She pulled me in, but then her door opened. I quickly got myself off of her. 

"Oh, my..."

A/N: dun dun dun

so it's just foreplay uhue. btw any tips in writing good smut?? im afraid this is the worst i can do lololol im also shy about these thingssss dear lord have mercy on me