Team 10 Imagines

Anthony Trujillo - Depression

A/N - IT'S MY BABY SHAWN MENDES'S 19TH BIRTHDAY, I'M CRYING AND ITS 1AM. ALSO trigger warning for this chapter, it's emotional. Any hate towards those who are suffering from any mental illnesses, will be reported and blocked. I am a victim of Anxiety, Depression, Insomnia and Self Harm, and I don't take jokes about it. Love y'all, I'm always here and my messages are always open to those who wanna talk about anything.

Truth is everything in your life was just one big fuck up. Nothing ever went right for you, or so you believed anyway. Depression was like a prison cell that was isolated and you could never escape from. However, Team 10 saw the best in you and took you on as part of the squad, only thing was you faked a smile to impress them. Your boyfriend Tony was the only one who knew how you felt deep down and what your dark past was like. Today of all days, was the worst, and you couldn't take this life anymore.

"Guys I'm just going to the store, I love you all." You called out to them, they all looked confused as when you left at other times, you never shouted I love you, but they all replied back anyway. 

"I'll be back soon Tony, I love you babe." You hugged him as tight as you could, because for all you knew, that was the final time. 

"I love you too babe, be safe." He kissed your lips and you left the house. It was four thirty in the afternoon and the place you chose to do the deed was on a high bridge just a few minutes from where you lived. You parked your car to the side of the road and received many looks from drivers as they looked at you concerned. One deep breath in and you flung one leg over the barrier and then the other. Little did you know Anthony, Jake, Tessa and Kade had followed in a separate car.

"Y/N don't you dare!" Tony shouted running towards you, but you kept your eyes on the rapid moving water beneath you. Kade had dialed 911, while Jake was comforting Tessa who was crying.

"Babe, there are more things to life. Everyone needs you, I freaking need you Y/N. Goddammit if I didn't I wouldn't have stuck around this long. I love you Y/N, please, come back over this barrier and it'll be okay." Anthony pleaded, you turned your head slightly and your heart broke when you saw him crying.

"I don't wanna be here anymore." You started crying, suddenly Jake had grabbed your shoulders and arms and forcefully pulled you back over to the safe side, Anthony falling down beside you.

"I wanted to die Jake!" You shouted, ambulances were on their way, the sirens could be heard from miles.

"It's okay baby, I've got you. It's all gonna be okay." Anthony rocked you back and forth.