Chapter 5

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During the weekend nothing happened and Mickey just stayed in her room the whole time, coming down for lunch and dinner and going back up after. The next day she would have science which will be nice. it's her only class with Katie this semester. She smiles to herself thinking about what might happen. 

And then starts thinking about her sexuality. she knew she was questioning it. Ever since she joined gsa it was because she felt so strongly on the matter, but now... she wasn't sure who she was. And she didn't want to think about it. 

Whats wrong with liking a girl? she thought. Was it really that bad? so she decided to do some research. She pulled out her computer... 

What is bisexuality? 

lots of stuff came out but she wasn't very interested in most of it. Just the definition... 

Sexual attraction to both men and women

"really?" she mumbled. Then she thought about it... she always seemed to be looking at girls. Girls more than boys. Maybe she was a lesbian? No, she defiantly liked boys. but could you like both? Well obviously, that's what bisexual is. 

But does she feel comfortable like this? So many questions ran through her head at this moment. She looked at many sites and definitions. What she came up with is that its most important to make sure you are comfortable, don't let other people define who you are. 

You can be whoever you want to be. Bisexuality has a lot of possibility and can be expressed in different ways. You could be romantically attracted to one gender and sexually attracted to the other. or you could like both sexually or both romantically. you could also prefer men to women, or women to men. 

You don't have to identify as gay either. you can identify in which ever way you want. There are so many other possibilities. But what really stood out to Mickey is that when she looked on tumblr that evening she saw someone posted a note saying that you should put your feelings first when it comes to this and that you matter. 

you matter... 

A tear dropped when she saw that. This had all come on so fast. And having this comfort was amazing. She went to sleep that night think about Ian and what he would think. And then her mind went to Katie. 

What would she do? 


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