Letters to Life: Letters written to a lost life

Battle between head and heart 1

dear life,
are you in a some trouble? because i feel the struggle of my breaths.

are you unable to sleep? because i am. with you, night seemed to be so easy on me. now, i have fallen so deeply in love with the moon that i don't close my eyes to sleep, as if I have passed an eternity staying awake all night long, staring at the moon. i weep, spilling all my secrets, asking all the questions to the moon, expecting answers in return.

my head and heart are at a constant battle. neither seems to be tired, to be willing to lose the argument. what they do not realise is that i am losing myself as a consequence of the battle between my head and heart. they both are parts of me. i cannot keep holding onto only one. sometimes i wish i could shut them both and sleep peacefully. but you tell me, how do i shut me out of myself?

in the exhaustion of my head's screams and the despair of my heart's hopes.