Your POV
Drew and I have been very distant lately due to the show. Even when we both had free time it was like we were both complete strangers. Everytime I tried to text or get in contact with him he would blow me off and say that he was busy or with he boys or even doing an Insta Live and couldn't talk. I understand that the show takes up a lot of his time and that it's his dream, but I can't help but feel ignored. Today I decided to head to his hotel room to see if we could talk about the situation. I arrived at the hotel room and patiently waited for him to open the door. Instead of Drew opening it Jaden did. "Hey,What's up?" Jaden asked "Is Drew here by any chance?" I asked back "Yeah, Do you want me to get him or do you want to come in?" He questioned "Yeah you can get him" I answered. Jaden left to get Drew for me. I waited a good 5 minutes before anyone came to the door. "Hey what are you doing here? You know I can get in trouble for you being at the hotel" Drew ranted "I came here to talk about us" I explained "What are you talking about" Drew asked nervously. "I know how much this opportunity means to you and yes I understand it takes up most of your time, but I just can't help but feel ignored by you sometimes. Sometimes a simple goodnight text or just saying hi would be enough, but it just feels like we are complete strangers, like you don't even love me anymore, it's been bothering me so much that I thought of ending it with you so I won't have to be a burden or drag you down" I ranted "Hey hey now you listen to me, you are not a burden to me at all and you will never drag me down, now I'm sorry that I haven't been paying attention to you in my free time if you want me to be honest the real reason why is because I don't want you to get hated on because we are dating, I wouldn't be able to stand the fact of seeing you hurt everyday because of me, now I love you with all my heart and always will and it hurts me to know that I've hurt you...please don't leave me I'll do better I promise, I'll show you more attention just don't leave me please" He begged After he was done explaining everything I couldn't help but feel bad. I couldn't help but feel needy when all he was trying to do was protect me. "Why didn't you just tell me instead of ignoring me" I asked quietly "I don't know, but I'm sorry" He said as he hugged me "I'm sorry too, I love you and will never leave you" I said hugging back "I love you too, now get your crazy butt in here and stop letting all the air out" Drew joked. We both went in and spent the rest of the night laughing and messing around. We even got to play with Jaden's slime, until it got too attached to Drew at least.
