- "welcome home, love" - my stay in psychiatry was finally over, it had been a torture detox - "look who is coming" - I look at the stairs and it was Lexie who was coming down with Zola in her arms
-"Oh my God, ZoZo" - I run to go with her and hug my baby and she picks me up with a big smile - "I miss you so much, Mommy loves you so much, please do not forget, ok?" - tears start to get out of my eyes and I turned to see Derek - "isn't she beautiful?" -
- "She's very beautiful, she looks like you - McDreammy being McDreammy -" why don't you take a shower and we'll eat something? "-
- "I can take care of her, don't worry" - Lex said
- "No, we'll take her. I haven't seen her in a long time."It was going to be 6pm when we left the restaurant, Zola came in his baby carrier while Derek was loading it and I was coming to his side. We got into the car in silence and that was starting to put me off because the all day there hadn't been awkward silence between us
- "Okay, say it Derek" -
-"About what?"-
- "You know what I'm talking about."-
- "of your overdose? What do you want me to say about it?you did it"-
- "I know you're upset" - it was obvious he was upset but I didn't know what to say
- "I'm not upset, I mean yes, but I'm more disappointed than annoying. I'm disappointed with myself because I couldn't notice that something was wrong with you, again" -
-"It wasn't your obligation"-
- "I'm your husband, Meredith!" - the light changes to red - "you are my wife and I am supposed to be for you in everything and I wasn't when the thing in the hospital happened and I also didn't know that something was wrong in your brain, I let you drink but then I had to intervene because you were taking it far and now this ... "- I turned to see him and I can see how his eyes are full of water-" I love you and I want you to be fine , in the health and in sickness to be with you and nothing will stop it but ... "-
- "but? ..." - I didn't know when I began to cry until I felt the tears fall down my neck, I hadn't realized that the light had already changed to green for a long time and that we had already moved until he stopped the car- "but what?, Derek!" -
- "I can't let you destroy and destroy our lives, Mer." - I don't understand what he says, I don't know what to say - "that's why I decided that you have to go to a rehabilitation center"
-"You're bluffing " - my laugh was nervous - "No, you can't do this to me ,Derek. I swear I won't drug again, I swear, I'll go back to Dr. Mikelson, but please do not leave me here. "- Strange arms opened the door and took me by the arms to get me out of the car.My screams to Derek made Zola wake up to see how a stranger took her mom- "Zo do not cry, honey! Mommy will be fine! "- Derek gets out of the car and drives around Zola to follow us to where looks like a giant house.- "Ok Meredith, you're going to be hospitalized for a couple of weeks to see your progress and then we will evaluate you to see if you can go home.
But during this time you will be sharing a room with another person, so welcome home "- the nurse who gave the papers to sign to Derek was the same that left me in front of that ugly blue door with the number 219. There wasn't way to go back , Dedek and Zola needed me to be fine, without addictions and that's what I would do.I wouldn't do it for me, i would do it for my family.
As I didn't know that my husband would betray me here I had nothing with me so just knock the door and hear a "come in" from inside.
- "hi, I'll be your new partner"-A girl with brown hair who was reading a book look at me and she only nods. -"I'm Meredith, by the way"- I said
-"I am Amy"-Enjoy it 🖤
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FanfictionWhat if Derek hadn't been shot? And if nothing of the end of season was as it happened? What if it had been different? The charcters in this history are not mine Enjoy it <3