S T I T C H E S | Grey's Anatomy

XVIII

Mer's POV

I've never been good saying bye to the people, and this wuld not be different .
- This is not a goodbye Meredith, I'll visit you later, promise- Amy was leaving, she has been in this  place for so much and now she is finally drug free - I'm not gonna erase you from my mind- she laught 
- I'm happy for you - and it was true, but I was sad - how am I suppose to sleep if I don't have you reading things that I don't undestand?- she used to read her german books outloud to help sleep, it was weird but it used to help
-You're gonna be okay Mer- she hug me- and I wil visit you, promise- 

I have been in this place for almost 2 months. I haven't see anyone since my person came to say hi, I don't know why and I have start to think that my husband has forget about me. Amelia has been my major support in here, she is an additc too and she knows how to keep in mind that if you wanna live you have to be clean. It's not easy, but it has been good for me. 
Now I'm alone, no Amy, no friends, it's just me. 
I can't just stay in my bed all day, I have to do something, so I start to clean up my mess. I put mu dirty clost in the bucket and my books in the stant, but something falls donf of one book. It's a letter. 

Dear Mer, I don't even know why I'm writing this but ...
I just wanna say thank you for tolerate me all this time, I know I can be a little bit anoying. 
I also wanna say that I'll keep our little secret, you don't have to worry about it. 
I know how you feel rigth now... I just to feel like that too, and it's okay. Everything looks so bug and so little at the sme time, but just let the time take care of it. 
I can't wait to know the time you're gonna get out of there, I know it's gonna be soon. 
You said I'll meet Zola and your friends one day... I'm waiting for it. 
Dear Mer, you should't care if no one goes to visit you because we have each other, and that's enough, you know that. 
XOXO, Amy 

I don't know why, but a little tear come out the second I finished reading the letter.
She cares about me, she will keep our little secret.