"I've been thinking a lot about when we first met. And I remember how, when we were 14 and we first started talking, you were convinced you were already in love with me. In fact, that's what you said to me the very first time we spoke:
"Nice to meet you, I'm Ethan and I think I'm in love with you." [laugh] I brushed you off the way I did best, and we proceeded to be best friends regardless of your crush on me. I still laugh when I think about how every single time we'd hang out, you'd make an attempt to kiss me, and every single time I'd say no. And every single time, you'd respond with, "Well, you can't blame a guy for trying," with your cheeky ass grin and your gorgeous colour changing eyes.
How badly I wish I would have taken the chance to kiss you all those times. If I'd just said 'yes', if I just leaned in, maybe we wouldn't have wasted so much time. I was an idiot, for wasting all those kisses. The same ones that my heart is aching for right this second."
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breathe me (e.dolan)
Fanfictionin which a sad girl leaves voicemails for a dying boy hoping that one day, maybe, he'll pick up the phone. completed august 23, 2017 voicemail format, lowercase intended
