The Boys

Thoughts

I drove up towards the hills, to park by the Hollywood sign. I go there when I want to go hiking. The sunset is breath taking here, and it calms me. I popped the trunk of the car and sat, thinking and crying while looking at the sky. All of the boys were blowing up my phone, but I ignored them. I was devastated. I finally calmed down after and hour or two of crying. I decided to call Corbyn because they were probably freaking out by now.
C- hey.
Co- C, where are you?? We've been worried sick.
C- it doesn't matter where I am right now. But I'm fine. Where are you guys?
Co- home. We left the party since you never came back. Everyone was super wasted at your house so we decided to head out.
C- figures. Uh I'm not gonna head home until tomorrow morning but trust me, I'm safe. Love you Cor.
Co- you too, C. Be careful.
He hung up and I decided to go get a hotel room for the night. There was no way that I was going home after what Corbyn told me.
I got to the hotel and they gave me a room. I headed to the room and jumped on the bed. I just laid there and though about how I already miss Daniel. But I need to stop thinking about him. I lost him. I started to cry and little more and I ended up crying myself to sleep.

*next morning*
I woke up around 7 and decided to head home. I returned the room key and paid for the night. I hopped in the car and headed home.
When I got home, the place was trashed. The yard was filled with cups, and all of Logans friends were sleeping in our living room. I went up to my room to change into a new outfit and pull my hair up. When I came back downstairs, Logan was up.
L- hey c. How was the party?
C- we're never having one again. Got it?
I started to cry and little and Logan looked super concerned.
L- what happened?
C- Jakes friend Chance happened. He was super drunk and tried to get with me and Daniel saw and now I think Daniel broke up with me because he thought I was going to hook up with Chance and and really wasn't and he's the one that was forcing himself on me and now I jus lost the best guy ever!
I was talking superrrr fast and bawling at the same time. Logan just came over and hugged me and rubbed my back.
L- it's okay Cece. We'll figure this out. And Chance doesn't have to come here anymore. I'll have Jake talk to him about it. Better yet, I'll go over there right now. And I'm going to bring you some ice cream and chipotle. You go upstairs, make yourself comfortable and watch some Netflix. I'll be back.
Logan ran out of the house and hopped in the car. I smiled in between the sobs because he was such a great older brother. I went upstairs and put on some Gossip Girl. I watched for hours and finally Logan came back.
C- thanks, Lo.
L- no problem.
He smiled and handed me my food. I looked at me concerned because I think he was worried I'd slip into my funk again.
I just returned the smile and continued to watch GG.