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C. 15

BILLIE LOVES MALEC

Sitting in the face chair I looked around. This wedding is gonna be complete bullshit. Anyone with eyes can see that Magnus and Alec like each other. It's really obvious all the time, every time they get together.

The small glances, everything. 

Sitting in the uncomfortable chair, preparing for this uncomfortable marriage. I don't want to do any of this. 

Lydia was on the altar, preparing things with the wedding planner. I was here as- why was I here again? I glanced around slowly and got up even slower before striding to the doors. Just as I was about to creak them open Alec came tumbling in.

"Uh I told you to wait for me here, where were you going?" He questioned, like he was my boss or something. Wait-

Was Alec my boss? 

I stuttered trying to find an excuse, "I don't know, I just- what am I doing here? 

"You're here because I need your help with something. I just have to find out what it is first." He somewhat smiled at me and then walked past me. Did that mean I was following him? He looked back at me and motioned for me to follow.

Guess it was.

"Can't I just like go somewhere and come back. I'm gonna be honest with you I don't full heartedly support this marriage. I'll sit here for the ceremony and whatever, but I don't want to pretend like I actually want to be here for this." I ranted to him, but my worlds traveled around the room and all the way to Lydia.

I looked at her with guilt in my eyes and she just shrugged me off. 

"Billie, just go." Alec murmured silently, he didn't have to tell me twice.

I turned away from him and headed out the church doors and back into the heart of the institute. Now that I awfully got out of that I can go meet up with Isaac. I haven't seen him in a while about my memories-

"Billie!" I heard my name being shouted so I looked around to find the source of it and there he was. Cute warlock Isaac. I smiled and walked over to him. 

"I was just gonna go look for you, you know?" Chiming I started walking to my room, linking my arm with his. We hadn't known each other well, so I don't know why I did it. But he didn't seem to mind or tug away.

The walk to my room was silent until we both entered and I closed the door. He was being, inspective. Looking around the room and trying to gain some knowledge on me. Truth was, this room was just as blank as I was.

I rocked on the balls of my feet, "So, now that I'm not drunk or drugged, how about fishing around for some memories?" He turned around and clapped his hands together. Was that a bad thing? I can't tell.

"Alright. But it requires strong mental focus.." He trailed off and then pointed to my bed. My eyebrow may have done that thing where it shoots up in curiosity, making his eyes widen. "I mean lay down, we're not gonna- by the angel, Billie."

I nodded and went over to my bed. I laid on my back and closed my eyes. I'm not sure if I have the mental focus to do this. 

"Now, don't get spooked. I'm gonna dig into your mind, you might feel something but just relax."  I hummed a response and tried to lay still while he worked his magic. It did feel weird. It felt like a hand was on my frickin' brain. My body flinched but I kept it still after that.

My mind was blank past that day on Bleecker street. Every time I tried to get something or make myself see something I got nothing. Isaac better help me with that, or he's not gonna be cute to me anymore.