[YOONGI POV]
I woke to see the left side of the bed empty. Where could y/n have gone to? With one last thought I dragged my body out of the bed and went downstairs.
No sign of her. I took a few steps closer the table as a yellow paper catched my attention. Grabbing it between my fingers, I read it out loud.
"Went to visit my mom. I come back in a week, take care." I crumpled the paper between my fingers when suddenly a knock on the door sounded through the house.
I opened the door only for Yoona to jump in my arms catching me by surprise. My whole body tensed up and I stood there without moving an inch.
Did I really expect it to be y/n?
"Didn't you miss me?" Her voice sounding more annoying than normal as she pouted at me. "I did. Come in." I replied grabbing her wrist and pulling her inside the house.
"Why did you come here?" Her face fell at my question but soon her soft expression was back. "Can't I visit my soon to be boyfriend?" I furrow my brows as she sat down on the sofa.
Suddenly the room was silent and none of us spoke. My face grew serious as countless thoughts crossed my mind.
"Yoongi." Yoona's voice sounded and I turned around to look at her. "I need to talk to you about something." She fumbled on the sofa and I knew immediately that something was bothering her.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me down to sit beside her. "Are you trying to avoid me?" Her eyes searching for mines as I looked away.
"No." I replied shortly before getting up. "Don't lie to me." Her voice raised.
"Since the day you had a fight with Jae you've been acting strange around me." My voice was interrupted when she raised her hand to prevent me from saying anything else.
"You stopped looking for me. When I come to your house you act like I'm nothing but a stranger." She rubbed the sides of her face in frustration. "Are you playing with me?"
My face contorted in pure annoyance. "You're exaggerating." I turned my body around and started to walk away.
"Stop running away. I want to know what's going on Yoongi." She pleaded and her fingers wrapped around my wrist. "You don't like me anymore?"
Her gaze locked in mine but and expression remained completely serious. I don't like you, Yoona. I can't feel anything when I'm with you. You don't act like your true self even when I tell you to.
"I like you." I said in a low tone and before looking away. "What's going on between you and y/n?" Her question catching me of guard.
I remained silent. My expression softened at the mention of y/n's name but I couldn't avoid the thoughts that filled my mind.
I became hesitant before answering and she squeezed my hand. "Please tell me." Her voice cracked as her eyes became watery.
All emotion on her eyes drained away and she became serious. I couldn't keep lying when she was close to knowing what happened.
Since the day Jae came to my house Yoona started noticing my strange behaviour so I don't have another option but to tell the truth.
"We kissed." Her face became pale and she took a few steps back. "Yoona." I reached my hand to her but she shoved it away.
"I'm going home." She replied shortly before leaving me all alone without another glance. "Fuck." I hissed and kicked the wall in pure frustration.
I made the right decision but nothing seemed right. After all I broke y/n's promise.
'don't hurt her.'
Her voice kept repeating itself on my mind and I just wanted to break everything in front of me. I may have just ruined everything.
I know that if y/n finds out she won't look at me ever again. And the thought of something like that happening broke me in pieces.
I'm messed up but I feel empty without her around. I can accept the fact that everyone turns their back to me, but not y/n.
Why couldn't things go my way for once?
I made a mistake and I need to solve it. I need to see y/n and explain everything to her.
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