"Can't you walk slower?" I whined while tugging at the end of Yoongi's shirt. He turned around and stared at me. "Sure, shortie." His voice sounding in a teasing tone.
I was able to keep up with him during the whole walk to the amusement park. As soon as we arrived my eyes glittered with the vision of kids running around and the happy environment.
"This reminds me of my childhood memories." I whispered in awe and walked around. Yoongi remained silent while following me the whole time.
"I was always afraid of the ferris wheel. But my father used to say that the view is even more beautiful when viewed from above." As I spoke there was a faint, not quite seen, hint of a smile.
After a few minutes of silence I poked Yoongi's arm. He looked at me once again, a confused expression on his face.
"Thank you for bringing me here." I smiled at him and I could see the corner of his lips tug up as he suddenly interlocked our fingers.
"Yah, what are you doing?" I questioned and he looked at me. "Holding your hand." He replied casually.
"I can see that." I rolled my eyes at his statement. "But why?" I pulled at his hand making him stop walking and turn around to face me.
"We're dating, in case you don't remember. And many of my fans come here." He pulled me even closer and rested his arm over my shoulders. "It's hard not to remember." I replied sarcastically and he just gave me an amused look.
I was still trying to understand how he was capable of feeling happy having so many people around him who expect so much from him. He's making a lot of effort to keep up with a lot of expectations.
I wonder what makes him feel alive during hard times. What keeps him from falling into places that have nowhere to land.
His expression was hard but his stare was soft and calming every time he stared at me. He kept me calm during the storm.
Whenever I can't understand his mind I get frustrated. Not because I'm not capable of understanding it but because I'm not capable of seeing when he's not okay.
Maybe we'll never know what makes him happy. Maybe what we try so hard to understand is something that was always in front of us. In the most simple way and form.
Maybe what makes him happy is not something, but someone.
My mind was clouded with thoughts until Yoongi's voice broke the silence. "Stop daydreaming." He poked my forehead and I blinked my eyes a few times before looking over his shoulder.
Not too far from us stood Jae. My lips parted in surprise and I immediately grabbed Yoongi's hand when he started walking in the same direction Jae was going.
"Wait." I whispered nervously and he looked at me with furrowed brows. I couldn't let Jae see Yoongi. He would find everything out. "What's wrong?" His voice filled with curiosity as he slowly started to turn around.
"Don't turn around." I yelled and cupped his face in both of my hands. His hand closed around my wrist as he tried to push me away.
Come on y/n, think fast. I need to distract Yoongi until Jae is out of our sight.
I closed my eyes and did the first thing that came on my mind. The weirdest part was when our lips came into contact with each other, it sent shivers down my back.
His mouth was so warm, the caress of his lips softer than I could have imagined. Heat engulfed my body as I felt him pull me closer by the waist.
I drew away quickly. Yoongi had gone quiet and was staring at me. It made me self-conscious, but I was unable to look away once our eyes met.
I expected him to tease me after the kiss but instead he yanked me against his body before connecting our lips once again.
We were both breathing heavily when he broke the kiss and rested his forehead against mine.
I couldn't form any words after what happened. My heart was beating fast and my face grew hotter.
Suddenly he tilted my chin up making me face him. "I saw him." He whispered and I looked at him completely shocked. "You didn't want him to see you with me right?" His voice become lower as he took a few steps away from me.
"What? No-" I tried to explain everything to him but he turned his back to me and began walking. "I'm going back." I stood frozen in my place as I watched him getting further away.
Idiot. I don't want him to discover about our relationship when you're together with Yoona.
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