Soon I'll Be Gone

A Love Suicide

We were suppose to grow old

I stood by your side when you wanted to end your life

For 7 years you were my heart , you were my soul mate

You started to fade away, and i was always there to catch you falling

Things changed down the road you became strong and i was happy, but then i became weak

The love we shared wasn't mine anymore

You broke my heart, and since that day I've been dieing everday,

Every thought, Every feeling , and Every Breath became hopeless

I loved you , i was rare you said and you were special to me

What happen to our saying ( together forever)

Im a man ,and i wish i could move on but this love saved me to...saved me from a path, where i would have been dead, and i did it cause you,

We Still talk but everything is so obvious and it hurts my soul

I Finally made up my mind...

Im Tired Pumpkin , And I Dont Want to Live anymore cause im not strong anymore,

I cant just move on.....

You'll be fine without me, No more Sleeping on the phone, No more cuddle cuddle ,

For me No more Pain...No more Tears

Laying down, im just thinking how should i go...

So many ways ...

Yes a Suicide

This World isn't for me, Its To Big, and to Cruel... Tired of Pretending , Smiling in front of my family like im okay,

To much to bear in this little heart of mine

Its Nice Out here....And the Moon is Bright, Looking Down off the Cliff, The Water Sounds Beautiful as it Flows.

Wish Someone could Save Me........

But its a Nice Night To Fly.......

From J.S
Love you Pumpkin
M.M