supernatural imagines

breakdown

Dean: 

me Dean and Sam were on a hunt and I was in charge of taking the people that were kept hostage outside. I got grabbed by one of the vamps and I saw right in front of me how a little girl around age 10 got murdered. I was in charge of getting them all out and I failed. I pushed the feelings a side and killed the vamp before getting the rest out. I waited there for Sam and Dean. Dean walked over to me checking me for any wounds.

'' are you okay'' he asked. ' well apart from the fact I failed the one thing i was suposed to do yeah' i thought.

'' I am fine can we go home now'' I said softly. Dean nodded and we went home police came for the people as we where already gone. Dean stopped infront of the bunker and I got out and got inside I grabbed a bottle of whiskey and went to my room and locked the door.

'' sweetheart'' Dean said. as he knocked on the door.

'' please leave Dean'' I said I looked at the wall and taking a sip of the whiskey.

'' baby please tell me what is wrong'' Dean asked. I stayed quiet. I heard fumbling with the door and before I realised it the door was open and Dean walked in. he sat next to me trying to take the whiskey from me.

'' I fucked up Dean'' I said. Dean looked a little shocked.

'' I was in charge of taking the people out of the house.. I got grabbed and the little girl that was there got killed and I wasn't able to save her.... it was the only thing I had to do save to people and get them out and I failed'' I said tears now streaming down my face.

'' y/n sometimes we can't save everyone'' Dean said.

'' I know and I never cry about it'' I said.

'' baby we all got out breaking points Sam and I also have them but both of us are to stubborn to show it'' Dean said holding me against him.

'' but it is okay to cry'' Dean said. i cried on his shoulder.

'' so you are not mad that I wasn't able to save her'' I said.

'' of course not baby it happens sometimes but please don't lock yourself away from me talk about it with me alright'' Dean said.

'' thanks Dean I love you'' I said.

'' I love you too sweetheart'' Dean said he leaned down as I looked up to him and we started a full make out sesion.

Sam:

you know I never am the one to talk about her problems I Always keep everything locked away or build a wall up for myself. in the buisness of hunting you will have to do that. so when you get caught demons will have to try harder to get to the feelings but they don't fail to try that. Sam and I had been caught by demons.

'' well look who it is little Princess y/n'' the demon spoke.

'' leave her alone you can do to me whatever you want but leave her alone'' Sam said.

'' i like what she does to you Sam and I am going to break her from the inside out'' the demon said. he walked over to me.

'' I heard you are a tough one but you know also they got a break point at sometime so what is it your parents that got murdered at the hands off a demon or little ol' Sammy who was a demon blood addict bet that hurt when he slept with ruby'' the demon said I looked at Sam he mumbled a sorry.

'' oh you didn't knew that he slept with Ruby how fun she is also the one who fed him the demon blood'' the demon said.

'' so when was it huh when I waas out of town for a case or when I spend time with Bobby... Oh i bet it was that time when Dean went to hell when I was trying to look for comfort cause my best friend went to hell and my boyfriend closed the door on me'' I said.