supernatural imagines

don't ever touch me like that again( Dean Winchester)

so it has been a minute guys.....

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Sam, Dean and I have been through hell the past couple of months after Dean was a demon and we got him back we tried to go back to as normal as we could but it was hard. there was something that we couldn't deny and that was the mark on Dean his arm. we have trying to get rid of it but non of the book at the bunker had that information. 

Dean appeared to be as normal as he could be. but whenever we hunted we had to snap him out of some sort of trance whenever he killed a monster. like today we just came back from helping Cas with Claire his vessel's daughter. she was in some kind of trouble we all got there before anything could happen and when we all got outside Dean killed everyone in the house they where humans but Dean had no control. it actually scared me and Sam. 

I sat down next to Dean who sat up straight and knew that I was going to talk to him about what happened. 

'' Dean'' I started.

'' stop it y/n I know what you are going to say... and the answer is I don't know what happened okay'' Dean said. 

'' well I have a pretty good guess as to what that was... it was that mark Dean it has you in it's power'' I said. Dean stood up with force the chair he sat on flew back and tipped over on the ground. 

'' don't you think I don't know that.. I can't help it'' Dean said. 

'' than maybe you should not hunt until we get an answer about it'' I said. 

'' you know what also doesn't help.. this... us fighting about nothing'' Dean said. 

'' Dean we haven't fought In a long time so that's bullshit'' I said. Dean didn't say anything. 

'' you should blame yourself not anyone else Dean you are the one who decided to get that stupid mark in the first place'' I said. Dean wanted to walk away. 

'' oh no you are not going to walk away from this you try to put the blame on me and now we are going to talk'' I said grabbing as arm as I did so I felt something connect with my cheek it was his fist I fell on the ground. Dean stood there breathing heavily as something in eyes had changed he was in that trance again. 

'' Dean stop it'' I called out I grabbed my gun I saw Sam run on and pull Dean away.

'' y/n put your gun away'' Sam said. Dean has snapped out of the trance. he looked at me. I touched my cheek and saw blood my fingers.

'' sweetheart'' Dean said shocked. 

'' no you know what go to hell Dean'' I said walking away I took my car keys out of my pocket and left. 

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it had been a week Sam said that Dean was doing bad. Castiel had brought down Metatron for answers I wanted to know what it was so i decided to pick up my courage and go there. 

'' y/n'' Dean said shocked when he saw me my cheek was bruised a line from the cut was still visible. 

'' I am not here for you Dean I am here to talk to Metatron'' I said. 

I went to the cell and locked the door behind me so that Sam or Dean couldn't stop me. 

'' ahhh y/n... the winchester's pet'' Metatron said. 

'' so according to Sam you are not willing to help'' I said taking the angel blade I put in my jacket down on the table. I could see just a twitch of fright in his eyes. 

'' well I told them the first step'' Metatron said. 

'' yes giving Dean the first blade I need more answers than that'' I said. picking up the angel blade. 

third person pov. 

'' where is y/n'' Sam asked. 

'' talking with Metatron'' Dean said. 

'' no no no... i told her not to she wants to kill Metatron... CAS'' Sam said Cas ran after him leaving Dean slightly confused. Sam tried to kick down the door.

normal pov. 

I stabbed Metatron in his leg with the angel blade. 

'' I am going to ask you again'' I said. 

'' and I will say as you humans put it so kindly screw you'' Metatron said. I pulled the blade out and aimed it at his heart. 

'' wanna try that again douchebag'' I said. the door blast open and Sam pulled me away from Metatron. Castiel got Metatron out of the chair and took him away. Sam was holding me I pushed away from Sam and went to the library. 

'' are you okay'' Dean asked when he saw me. 

'' no... I wanna leave now'' I said. 

'' no please can we talk'' Dean said. 

'' I am sorry that I did that to you I didn't want it but I couldn't take control..... I am fucked up'' Dean said crying he fell to his knees. I had never seen Dean this weak and emotional. it broke my heart. 

'' I know that that wasn't you Dean... but you need to fight that feeling Dean... we will find a way to take that stupid mark of your arm okay and I am going to help you I am going to support you through it okay'' I said Dean looked up and pulled me down with him and hugged me I felt him Cry Dean Winchester cries what the hell I have never seen that in all my years I have known him. 

'' it's gonna be okay I promise'' I said. kissing his cheek. 

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okay a bit short and maybe a but shitty but hey it's an upload.