supernatural imagines

mistake (Sam Winchester).

you are an angel in this imagine but because you spend so long on earth like gabe you look alot like a human the boys don't know that you are an angel. and you begged Cas not to tell them.

Sam had just left to go over to Kevin and see how he was holding up.  a couple of months ago something happened between Dean and I. Sam was in bad shape from a previous hunt so he stayed at the bunker and Dean and I went on the hunt. after the hunt we celebrated that the hunt went well and we both got drunk and had sex. I felt bad from keeping this from Sam cause we share everything together.

'' Dean I can't do this anymore'' I said.

'' what are you talking about'' Dean asked.

'' keeping this from Sam I can't do it anymore'' I said.

'' y/n we swore to never tell Sam about what happened'' Dean said.

'' it has been eating me Dean don't you understand that'' I said.

'' look I get that you don't want to ruin your relationship with Sam I get that but he doesn't have a clue and if you don't tell him no hearts will be broken'' Dean said.

'' No you don't get it cause you are not in a relationship what happened between us was a mistake and Sam deserves to know'' I said.

'' If you tell him and he leaves I am not going to help you with your broken heart cause I was fine with him not knowing'' Dean said.

'' you are a jerk Dean'' I said and left I heard Dean sigh.

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Dean's pov.

'' hey man where is y/n'' Sam asked as he walked into the library.

'' she is in the kitchen'' I said. after a little while I saw Sam storming out of the kitchen y/n following him. Sam walked over to me I stood up and Sam punched me.

'' how could you'' Sam said as he looked me in the eye and left taking the keys of the Impala with him.

your pov.

'' hey baby'' Sam said as he pressed a kiss against my cheek.

'' Sam there is something I need to tell you'' I said turning around and looking at him.

'' what is it'' Sam asked.

'' a couple of months ago I made a mistake and it involved Dean I cheated on you with him we where both drunk and I didn't mean for it to happen at all..... b.b.b.but it happened and I was to scared to lose you to tell you'' I said I touched his arm but Sam pulled back. He turned around and left I walked after him i saw him punching Dean.

'' how could you'' He told Dean and left taking the keys to the impala with him. I went to our shared bedroom and fell to my knees and started crying.

'' hey sweetcheeks....... what happened'' I heard Gabe saying I looked up from where I was laying on the ground.

'' you didn't tell me how a heartbreak felt'' I said.

'' did Sam hurt you'' Gabe asked.

'' no I hurt him because i had sex with Dean it happened a few months ago'' I said.

'' I need to go to heaven for a while give Sam some time'' I said Gabe nodded.

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a few months later third person  pov.

'' have you prayed to Cas'' Sam asked the last couple of months had been weird. Sam came home to talk things through with his girlfriend but than he saw that she was gone no note nothing. the boys had been spending all these months looking for y/n. things between Sam and Dean where still not good they talked to each other because they wanted to find y/n but other than that Sam didn't speak a word against Dean.

'' of course i prayed to him the dude is busy it's not like he lives in my ass'' Dean said pacing around the room. the sound of wings was heard Dean turned around and jumped slightly.

'' Cas get out of my ass''  Dean said.

'' i was never in your....'' Cas started but Sam cut him off.

'' we have been searching for y/n for quite a while and we can't find her we thought you could locate her'' Sam said.

'' do you know where she is'' Dean said.

your pov.

the last couple of months I had spend heartbroken Gabe tried to cheer me up but even my favorite brother could do nothing. I was Lucky if I ever even got a chance to talk to Sam again. maybe be friends because I think I screwed up our relationship.  it was time to tell the boys i was an angel and most important apologize to Sam. I was scared of going back to the boys but I knew Castiel was with the boys and that he would protect me. I picked up my courage and teleported to the bunker.

'' hello boys'' I said appearing in the bunker.

'' y/n..... wait what'' Dean said.

'' thank you Castiel'' I said Cas gave a nod and he left.

'' after what happened I thought i give Sam some space.... So went to heaven... yes boys I am an angel and I didn't want to know cause I thought you would think of me different'' I said.

'' we have been searching for 3 months'' Sam said.

'' I know I am sorry I should have just stayed'' I said.

'' well Sam was gone for a week before I called him that you where gone I thought you where taken or something'' Dean said.

'' I came back because I wanted to talk to y/n and not because you called me'' Sam said.

'' we can talk in private If you would like to'' I said.

'' yeah maybe somewhere Dean isn't'' Sam said venom laced his voice.  I grabbed Sam his arm and teleported us to a spot in a open grass field.

'' I want to forgive you y/n i do but i need time'' Sam said.

'' of course i understand that'' I said.

'' ever since i was little Dean Always got the girl... so you telling me that dean and you had sex broke me'' Sam said.

'' it has been eating me ever since it happened and Dean didn't even want to tell you and in the beginning i didn't either because I didn't want to lose you.. but after a while you had to right to know and I knew it would hurt me and in all this time i have existed I never felt such a pain than what I felt when i broke your heart cause it broke mine to'' I said. Sam pulled me in a hug.

there was a short sillence between us.

'' why have you never told me that you where an angel'' Sam asked.

'' cause I was affraid of what you would think '' I said.

'' shall we go back'' Sam asked. I nodded and teleported us back to the bunker.

'' you know what I don't get why Cas never told us that you where and angel'' Dean said.

'' that is because I asked him not to say a thing and I am much more powerfull than Castiel'' I said.

'' ah... so did you two made up yet'' Dean said.

'' with time everything will be back to what it once was'' I said Sam nodded.

'' Sammy... I am really sorry for what happened'' Dean said.

'' it is going to take a while to get over that Dean but I am not going to ignore you anymore'' Sam said.

after a while Sam and you where back to what you once where. Sam still had to forgive Dean but there where talking to each other.

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