supernatural imagines

Dean Winchester.

again black are flashbacks

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'' i love you so much'' Dean said while we watching a movie.

'' I love you too baby'' I said Dean pressed a kiss on my lips.

life seemed so simple Dean and I where living the apple pie life. he got out of the life after he got pulled out of hell. Sam came saying he had a job and he couldn't find Castiel and Dean went with him. Dean promised he would be fine that he would be safe.

'' y/n kind of need your help over here come as quickly as you can'' Sam said. I did as he said and quickly drove over to where they where which was the town Dean and I lived in. once every demon was taken care off I saw the damage that had been inflicted. Dean lay on the ground almost choking in his own blood.

'' you son of a bitch'' I said grabbing my blade walking over to Sam pressing it against his neck.

'' we where living the normal apple pie life you show up and he gets hurt.. I hope you know that if he doesn't make it I will hunt you down myself'' I said dropping the blade from his neck I rushed over to Dean.

'' Dean please open those eyes don't you dare dying on me now'' I said tears rolling down my face.

'' please... don't cry... you are to beautiful to cry'' Dean said in between coughing.

'' don't give me that Dean... Now come on we need to get to a hospital'' I said.

'' Y/n you and I both know that I am not going to make it'' Dean said.

'' no Dean we are going to get out of here alive'' I said grabbing his arm.

'' y/n stop'' Sam said.

'' you don't get to say anything'' I snapped.

'' Please promise me not to do anything stupid'' Dean said softly.

'' I promise'' I said.Cas zapped in he tried to heal Dean but it had been to late I heard Sam taking off cause he knew i wasn't kidding when i would hunt him down.

now it was the day Dean was going to be burried. I saw Sam standing in his tux all my sadness for Dean turned to anger towards Sam. I had cried the whole way through the funeral.

'' Dean was the best boyfriend I ever had he treated me like a queen we where engaged for almost a year we where suposed to get married in 3 months'' I said Sam gave me a sad smile. they let Dean his coffin sink down in the hole and closed it up I looked at the tomb stone after everyone had left with the text. ' Carry on my wayward son For there'll be peace when you are done Lay your weary head to rest Don't you cry no more' it was Dean his favorite song.

some one placed a hand on my shoulder i turned around and as I expected it would be Sam. I grabbed my gun and pointed it against his head he was taken aback by my action.

'' it is all your fault that he is dead if you hadn't shown up if you had stayed away none of this would have happened'' I said Sam raised his hands.

'' I am sorry y/n I really am but at the end he is still my brother and if it could have gone another way I would have made sure it would go that way you know me'' Sam said. I put the gun down.

'' there is no point in shooting you Dean wouldn't want me to'' I said I heard wings I saw Cas appear behind Sam.

'' y/n, Sam i want to let you know that I saw Dean his is heaven'' Cas said.

'' thanks Cas'' I said. I went away from the cemetery and found myself at a bar drowning my sorrows.

'' thought I might find you here'' Dean said.

'' yeah well thought i wouldn't be questioned here but I guess not'' I said.

'' it is okay to let your emotions run free you know we all have those days once in a while every hunter does'' Dean said.

'' you don't'' I said.

'' of course I do y/n only I never let it show'' Dean said placing an arm around me as of it were a bloody trigger I started crying.

my tears started running down my cheeks. never would I be able to hear him say i love you, hold him, hug him, kiss him, laugh with him, have sex with him. I lost my best friend and the one I love.

----------------------------------- a year later-----------------------------------------

I was infront of Dean his grave.

'' i know I promised you to do anything stupid and I didn't but I can't live without you you are the only person i ever loved Dean... every night I drown my sorrows only to cry out it later I can't take this anymore'' I said taking my gun placing it on my head

'' y/n... don't...'' I heard Sam trying to talk me out.

'' i am sorry Sam... I love you Dean'' I said and pulled the trigger.

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