supernatural imagines

trying an apple pie life( Dean)

you hunted with the winchesters for a very long time. you had been to hell and comen back and told Sam and Dean you wanted a life outside hunting. they need help and come to your home.

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i have been living a normal apple pie life for almost 4 years now. my still was demon prove there where devil traps all over the house angel runes. my demon blade was upstairs in my bedroom I still carried a small bottle of holy water with me. it was going pretty good before I left the winchesters I had a thing with Dean we had sex once but we never really idmit our feelings. until I left than he said that he loved me I couldn't do anything with it because I wanted out of the life. 

Flachback:

I crawled out of a very dark hole I looked around me and saw that I was just behind bobby his house. i stood up and dusted the dust of my clothes. I hadn't a clear memory off how I got there. I walked over to the front door and knocked on the front door. a gun was pressed against my forehead as the door opened and I looked straight into Dean his eyes.'

' who the hell are you'' Dean growled his eyes where puffy and red.

'' uhm... I am me.... I don't know if I am even human I don't know what happened all I know is that I am freaing out'' I said. Dean grabbed a flask and grabbed my arm he poured holy water on my arm. nothing happened. salt than. nothing happened. silver again nothing happened. Dean pushed up the sleeve of my shirt seeing I had red handprints on my shoulders.'

'  can someone explain me what happened to me'' I asked.

'' you died y/n a year ago today was the day of your death'' Dean said memories flashed back in I was in hell i tortured people I was being tortured.

three weeks later.

'' Dean listen I see this as a second chance I am not waisting it on hunting I want a life out of hunting'' I said.

'' y/n don't leave please... I can't live without you I love you'' Dean said my heart broke hearing him say that I want to turn around and stay with him but I couldn't.

'' Dean you are a little to late for that'' I said putting the last bag in the trunk before getting in the car and finally driving away.

now 4 years later I had found a lovely house I gave birth to a boy who is now 3 years his father left after I told him i was pregnant that sun of a bitch.

'' Hayden are you ready sweetheart'' I said.

'' i am mommy... don't leave without me tho'' Hayden said.

'' maybe I will'' i said. Hayden came running over to me and hugged my legs.

'' no don't I want to go with you'' Hayden said I picked him up.

'' you really think i would leave you behind'' I said putting Hayden down I grabbed my small angel blade and put it in my purse. the two of us went to the car I buckled Hayden in and started driving towards the mall

'' mommy... can i have new crayons'' Hayden said pulling me to the toy store.

'' alright calm down baby... we will get you some as long as you promise to help me to grab all the groceries'' I said.

'' yes mommy of course i will now please.. please.. pretty please can we go now'' Hayden begged. I smiled out of the corner of my eyes I saw two familiar man walking into the mall it couldn't be them could it. the short one made eye contact with me. I let Hayden pull me into the toy store. he walked over to pistol guns.