supernatural imagines

you're not fine( Dean Winchester)

for a couple of days in a row now I have the same dream. everybody leaving me. dying, just not caring anymore and leaving. nobody knows that I have been having the same nightmare for a couple of nights now. I didn't go on hunts with the boys because I knew i would only be a distraction so I stayed back at the motel doing research for the boys.

'' alright change into your fbi outift you are coming with me to the Victim his house'' Dean said.

'' you sure'' I said.

'' yeah there is not much that can go wrong there'' Dean said I told the boys that after the last hunt we went on I wanted a short break and that I would stay back and help with researching.

'' okay alright'' I said.

'' y/n you can tell me if something is wrong you know that rights'' Dean said grabbing both my arms and looking into my eyes. I put on my best fake smile.

'' I know Dean and I love you for that'' I said kissing his cheek. i walked into the bathroom and changed into my FBI outfit.

'' alright so Sammy we are out okay'' Dean said Sam nodded not even looking up from his computer screen. Dean and I walked out of the motel and we got in the impala.

'' so do you have a hunch of what it could have been'' Dean asked me.

'' uhmmm A demon maybe I don't know'' I said.

'' so what is the real reason why you took a '' break'' Dean said with airquotes.

'' does there Always has to be a reason i have been hunting most of my life and I just wanted a couple of weeks not hunting and just help research'' I said. Dean said nothing.

'' you don't believe me do you. god it was a mistake coming with you two on this hunt I should have stayed back at the bunker'' I said.

'' it's not that I don't believe but I have a feeling that you aren't telling me everything'' Dean said.

'' alright lets keep problems for home and focus on this hunt'' I said changing the subject.

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'' so you found your husband'' Dean asked.

'' yes who were you again'' the woman asked. we showed our FBI badges.

'' uhmm.. yeah I came home and he was laying on the floor scratched open'' the woman said.

'' is there anything more you can tell us'' I asked.

'' not really'' the woman said.

'' did you smell anything strange'' Dean asked.

'' you probably think I am crazy but I smelled sulfur'' the woman said.

'' thank you'' I said Dean and I walked away and went back to the motel room.

'' so it is safe to say that this is a demon case'' Dean said as we walked through the motel door.

'' I don't think it what just Demons'' I said.

'' what are you thinking'' Sam asked.

'' i think it is hell hounds'' I said.

'' it could but i don't see it she said she smelled sulfur'' Dean said.

'' yeah but since when do demons scratch people open like that. that was a hell hound that did that i know because those where the same exact as they were on you Dean and on me'' I said.

'' well if you say so. it has been awhile since we hunted hell hounds maybe i can still find those glasses we used during the trails'' Sam said.

'' good idea'' I said.

'' okay so me and Sam are going to gank the thing you try and get some good sleep okay'' Dean said.

'' maybe...'' I said.

'' so I found the glasses'' Sam said holding up a pair.

'' just one pair'' Dean said.

'' yeah i think the other one broke'' Sam said.

'' alright you two stay safe I like to have you back in one piece'' I said giving Dean a kiss. they left and I laid on the bed and fell asleep.

dream:

'' no please Dean wake up... wake up'' I said.

'' this is all your fault'' Sam snapped at me.

'' no it's not. please Sam don't go we need to help Dean'' I said.

'' he is dead and it is your fault that blood is on your hands same as the deaths off your mother and brother'' Sam said.

'' no... stop... nooo'' I said.

I woke up screaming I was sweating. i didn't Always woke up screaming sometimes I just woke up quietly and than stayed up the rest of the night. this was the first time since my first nightmare that i woke up screaming.

'' thank god that the boys aren't back yet'' I said to myself. I got to the bathroom and took a shower.

'' y/n'' I heard Dean say.

'' bathroom i'll be out in few minutes'' I said. I dried myself off and put on some shorts and a tank top.

'' it's 4 am why were you showering at 4 am'' Dean asked.

'' I stayed up watching a movie and than took a shower before I wanted to go to bed'' I said.

'' let's get in the car we are leaving right now back to the bunker'' Dean said.

'' where is Sam'' I asked.

'' he is already in the car waiting'' Dean said.

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the trip back to the bunker was sillent. Dean and I walked into our shared bedroom. Dean grabbed my arm and pulled me in for a hug.

'' how are you'' Dean asked to me. I was a little stunned at first.

'' Dean I am fine'' I said. Dean made me look in his eyes.

'' y/n you are not fine... I can see it in every way okay so please tell me what has been bothering you'' Dean said. it was like a switch I didn't want it to happen but it just did.

'' I have been having nightmares'' I said.

'' yeah I figured I noticed you waking up in the middle of night and not falling back asleep what are they about'' Dean said.

'' most of the time they are about you dying and Sam blaming me for it and blaming me for what happened to my mother and brother.. '' I said tears where in my eyes.

'' sweetheart why haven't you told me this before'' Dean said pulling me into his arms again.

'' I don't know. I thought it would go away the nightmares'' I said.

'' maybe talking about it helps'' Dean said.

'' and I know you are not the person that likes to talk same as me but i think now you do'' Dean said.

'' thank you Dean for helping me with everything and getting me through everything i love you'' I said.

'' I love you too Sweetheart'' Dean said.

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this is a bad chapter. I am quite inspirationless for weeks now so you just gotta deal with the bad chapters. haahahah okay bye.